FML !
i'm sick , but he's not here to care.
Thanks eve & hq for being caring friends ! <3
Stupid eve call me by accident which result in me calling back & ended up allowing her to realise my Sexy voice on phone. & by that she know that i'm sick.
Stupid weather cause my stupid cough and flu , Stupid quarreling make me feel so sick.

I don't deny i love you. But you are not making me realise that you love me , YOU ARE NOT !
This is the 6th day since i last since you , im immune to the feeling by now. I realise i should not expect much from you.

I officially say i give up ! :( not looking forward to seeing you.

DON NG , i miss you !

28th , tight schedule = gone.
have you ever remember the time i went all the way down to ecp , FML

Life have been nice when its spent with jocelyn and dearest kimo.
Ok , so where have i been , on friday i went over to suntec look for eve , and also look for my hoodie. Was a real fun day out with them. LOL.
i seriously enjoyed. Nevertheless , i miss DON so so so much !
ok whatever it is , i can just conclude here that thanks friends for always being there for me. Thanks for keeping my laughter !

Sometimes i really thinking are you the one that i'm really looking for. Are we suitable for each other. I know i miss you that much , but i always wanted to try all my means and way to see you but you dont seem to appreciate. I think alot when i want to prove things to you. But previously when with shawn i dont need to think so much. I'm feeling so stress up. Why nothing i do seems to make you understand , You disappoint me again and again. WHYYYY ???

I just need time alone. Give me more time. Why is it you can give in more to others but not me. Why others get the care from you more than i do. Why others always have better treatment than me. WHYWHYWHY ? :(:(:(
The more i wanted you to be with me , the more i dont get it.
The more i miss , the more we quarrel. The worst things get.
You never understand me even though its so so so going tobe the 2nd month knowing you. You never know what i want , cause you are still the old you , the one i once know. The guy who is still not sensitive over how i feel.

Mentally && Physically Tired :(
HAHAHHAHHAHA !

I'm not lying ! Camp is really tiring. For god sake. For the first day we done everything. Really everything. We had our beep test & guess what , i got level 8 shuttle 8 , ok i'm happy enough with this level and shuttle. At least i pass , after which dint want to rest so ended up over at badminton court challenging SOLEHA. So after that we had floorball match against netballers & lunched. We had goal's setting , followed by badminton again && also friendly with basketballers. Stupid Tan Cl bang me but she grab on to me immediately feeling so guilty. Coach came and we did floorballl among oourselves again , 8pm officially started training. Did lots of attacking strategy again. End of training , bathe and all the way to agora hall. Settle down and mac delivery came.. yummyy.. Slept at 2am.. back aches !

ohya , saw hq today cause they have friendly with rp team. Heard from tan cl that both of them nearly fight. I wanted to watch but ya , dont get a chance to watch at all.
Thanks to the evelyn , thanks for the M&Ms by you...

Second day , madness.. Woke up at 8am , pack stuffs and back to OSG. Did warm up and started our 5km run. ok , was cool. I like it alot cause it really train up. After 5km breakfast and watch video of us with RV. After video , start shooting the 1000 shots we owe Faz. Did 500 for the day as we are having 2 friendlies. One with seniors and one with SMU. Both friendlies was fine , needed much more communication with dearest qad. So ya , shall train extra hard with her. However the situtation of the both friendlies is super and ultra tense up. Anyway , after everything , we had the christmas celebration super funny , loads of things happen. we had pizzas and kfcs , super yummy ! cut cake && exchange gifts. & ya end the day after that , bath , set up and slept at netball court.

Thanks STJK for the cushion to comfort my back ! Thanks loads

Third day , woke up shivering super cold all thanks to qad. HAHAHHAHA ! leg achings and arms aching as well. Shoot another 300 shots in the morning , with both hand aching. Set up for the carnival and realised that nowadays small kids are real naughty and irritating........... argh ! !@$#$#&^$&... SHOOT another 100 after the carnival ,bathe and break camp. *finally*

Home ! fuck you for getting close to him.
I miss don ng

in the middle of the night:)you all must be wondering why am i still not asleep.
Reason being is simple. Suddenly thought of my expectations of my boyfriend.
1-must be able to accompany me when i'm bored
2-sleep only when i'm asleep. 3-be by my side when i'm sad. 4- make me feel secure. 5- must be able to cheer me up. 6- must pamper me. 7- hahaha , get whatever i want. Joking:-)
Tada , that's all , i shall go sleep and yeah.