EDERLYN

2010-03-30T23:30:00.002+08:00

bad bad bad ;
Since last week , breathing & ankle have not been nice and friendly towards me ): breathing difficulty somehow happen after the playing of basketball and badminton. Was damn bad , i totally cant breathe through. Thanks to people who were there giving me tips on how to catch back my breathe. After which i went to have a run downstairs my house on last wed , i ran for 25mins and i stopped , due to lost of breathe , i had so much difficulty and its terrible. Tears nearly drop. Alright whatever it is , i guess is due to the large intake of ice cream recently bah.

Anyway , weekends working over at united square. Found out that don and mingmin also working over at united square , they are both working at build a bear , ok was cool to see them though. been long since i last see don as well. Whatever it is , hah , even though felt quite weird , but ya , i dont care la. and guess what its 28th on sunday. E came to fetch me from work cause we went to celebrate junkiat's birthday. So ya , on that day itself we had nearly 6 hours of monopoly deal challenge. Thanks E for the day ehh.. :):)

MONDAY TRNG was terrible though , same problem occuring :(
Working weeekkkk , i guess its killing meee. && QAD , IMY YOU SIOL :)
E , imy too:)

2010-03-10T22:28:00.004+08:00

Had a lil gathering with classmates , actual plan was to go for a picnic , but due to low number of people turning up and due to the bad weather. We decided to have a change of plan , so at first was only me , aga and christine , so we had our lunch over at macs. After which walked around and decided on catching a show over at GV. Catched Alice In Wonderland (cause C say nice ).... :(. Bought tickets and off to accompany aga for a hair cut ,and guess what he look CUTE and im the one that helped out to have such a nice hair cut , cause i instructed the hair stylist on how his hair should be cut. Cabb-ed back to TM , met up with brandon and went in theatres. The show was boring , not worth it. After which slacked around and Jackie came to find us. Chat awhile and off we go to aga house area to slack. Home around 7plus.

I hate getting involved into house matters , i dont understand why i cant have some peace at home. I seriously wish i were never home . You people know im trying so hard to save money but still you all want me to spend it. I dislike you people. :(
I got so much things to stress about , i dislike this kind of lifestyle. You know i really hope you people dont meddle into my life so that i could have a better life alone. I will be independent , i will , i willl. Please , i hope this is the last time , please let me live the way i want.

2010-03-05T22:04:00.004+08:00

A wonderful day out with Jocelyn Ng today. Finally after so long , i went work out with her again. Despite working out / running , we talk alot till we can only last for 15mins. Nearly die-ed ! LOL :DDDD. So ya we had a full 10 rounds around the track , bathe and becca fetch us over to cwp inter. Went down town , met up with Alice , and xueting along. So 4 of us went over The Cathay wanting to catch aston but oops Long queue and everybody is feeling damn hungry so we ended up just grabbing ljs over at Plaza Sing again. After which deciding on whether to catch a movie but seems like everybody disagreeing with it , so went for a shop and after which home ! So well , a day out with Jocelyn Ng. Anyway , there will be more on sunday and Monday ! ^^

Hellooo girls of E36J

Thanks Maths Faci for showing us care and concern.

Hey lovely classmates !

LALALA , girls again !

I guess i just wanna say i Love you E36J

So it was just last week that we had our lil class chalet , even with the super small amount of poeple over at the chalet , we still manage to had loads of fun. I reached late on the first day , extreme late due to training , seeing dearest aga and ching running towards me giving me a hug , after which group photos with my dumb stupid hair. And definitely play , talk ,Drink. How cool right. drinking was the fun part of life during the chalet. So ended everything at around 3am after everybody bath and we went back to the room upstairs and ya slept till the next day noon.

2nd day , Hai wei (mathsfaci ) came. Bought loads of food , and after which we played some games in the room , with evelyn by the side. So ya , after around like 7pm , we went to grab our dinner over at KFC , omg full. Then send evelyn off and we started our drinking seesion and gabling and nonsense sessions. Stupid EC eat eat eat my money.. LOL. overall , HANGOVERS !

Still i wanna say , E36J takecares , and all the best ! :)

I just wanna say , EVELYN lew , its so disappointing ...

2010-02-13T13:31:00.002+08:00

its new year eve today today and today ! So which means tomorrow going to be first day of new year.
So still remembering new year last year , parent of mine still able to afford and owns 2 cars at the same time. But as days pass by , one by one the car is gone. After this new year , another car is gone, this apparently shows how poor my family is getting. But whatever it is , mummy without fail still gave me loads of money at a time, always concern about me not having enough money to shop about and to play when i'm outside. Without fail , texting me whether i needed more money when i'm out. All my shirts , shoes , netball stuffs all come from her hard earn money. So i'm so going to learn to save.

Getting a part time job is not a wrong choice , at least i'm going to spend money that i earned. I won't feel that guilty spending my parent money anymore. obviously red packets is going to be my another source of earnings ! so new year is always the best time to earn while gambling.

Tomorrow will be feb the 14th, which means its VALENTINE DAY , done somethings for lilboy and QAD , hope QAD like the things i gave ,it was suppose to be half a year with her and also valentine day in advance. LILboy got a valentines day present , but aiyayaya ! he still so strong and firm with his decision. Lilboy , you ever know how much i miss you siol. Damn !

feb 22nd - 24th , E36J is going to have the last gatherings together at pasir ris chalet , i'm damn sure that its going to be a fun and nice chalet. Come on , people , all come for the chalet alrights ? we must enjoy it for the one last time :):)

2010-02-08T19:07:00.002+08:00

Its been one week since i last update my cute lil blog
I shall just say i MISS MY CUTE LIL BOYYYY !

LIL BOY abandoned me for real this time , so i've got no choice but to actually let it go already.
So life have been great at times and down at times. I guess this is part and parcel of life.
E36J have come to an end , soon will be new class , new faces. Obviously i do miss my dearest E36J , we came from all diff classes and schools. From not talking to each other to talking to each other celebrating tons of people birthday together. Doing all the stupid things together , the mass conver and stuffs. From not having lunch with each other till having lunch together. From never hanging out together to hanging out at coffeeshop together , our 1st break together over at coffeeshop , 2nd break as well. From a shy and quiet class , to a noisy and seriously no longer shy class , taking tons of pictures together with faci and also among ourselves. Stupid pictures , nonsense pictures. All sorts of pictures will just stays as we know we are going to have more !
E36J i miss you people <33333333

that lil friend of mine , thanks for being so nice , the hong kong cafe dinner and ajisen dinner ! totally LOVE ! errr , plus all the shopping , the stayover and also all the nonsense you tolerate from me. I appreciated it

TO my lil qaddddddddd ! Oh yeah , you have been missed by me , its been long since we last hang out , finally next week ok ?

Oh ya , Ut is coming to an end , and new year and valentines day is coming.
DAMN IT , valentines day is a gone case day ! :(

2010-02-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

My dearest have not been cute and nice to me for very long already.. I think i long had his surprises since like few months ago i guess. Dearest , you know there's much more things i expect form you. Like fetching me to school , sending me home , accompany me till late night. Hais :( both of us lead a diff life , mine a full of fun life , yours a full of regulations life , but no matter how diff is our life , i'm hanging on no matter what.
*i just need to be pampered*

Today is last day with gail goh ( accounting faci ) so it's a no worksheet day and guess what we played MONO-POLY ! hahaha , how nice , my class damn childish. Play until nearly fight. So ya , everything was nice with gail except me being abit attitude towards her today cause of somethings that happen last week. So gail goh ! thanks for being so nice always ! Slacked through the day by camwhoring and after which class pics with gail goh !

*collage all the photos , view more on fb ! *

I finally done it on the road ! i'm impress with myself , ederlyn you can drive !

I heard a crack sound on my knee after umpiring SAS and SOH game , and it start hurting. OH DEAR WHAT HAPPEN !

2010-01-28T17:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday entrepreneurship photos , too many to upload , so i shall collage it up. :) enjoy !

today 1st month with don ng , Happy one month eh ! so we ended up making almost the same plan for the surprise. HAHHAHAHA , the whole process damn funny. Alright , totally fun today , cause i had the whole day with dearest , went school with him. Go home with him. But this also spells the end of spending time with him cause i have to work from tomorrow onwards .... :(:(

But still i love him the most.

I seriously sincerely miss all my friend siol

NB , cock up , i suepr super miss them , NG jocelyn ! I miss you fucking more than anyone else !

HAIS :(

2010-01-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

Shall update without pictures first cause i don't have new pictures currently , My friend is damn slow in uploading pictures !

Today entrepreneurship trade show , how fun it is , we came in unprepared , but turn out well.
We managed to have lots of new stuffs hung up the wall and presented to the judges. Even though not there to help out when they are being asked and bomb by questions from faci , but we still manage to get enough votes on getting the best design booth. Thanks all my lovely friends. Your votes made everything count ! <3333

After getting the prize , we had an interview , was a damn abrupt interview. So damn funny. After the interview we went off to town ! ching and meimei bought their vans , i bought nothing. This is all cause i'm not able to think of what to get. Sunday will be shopping day.

Ohya , my working life is going to be back soon. Shall catch up with everybody i can when i'm free. I shall enjoy my working life. I shall and i will. Its the fun that i want , not the money that i'm earning. I believe i got enough money to spend. Just wanted more !

Anyway , suppose to work tomorrow but dearest , its 28th. I just wanna say I love you ! <33333

VALENTINES ? DON'T SEEMS TO BE

2010-01-24T22:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA - jan 22
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL - jan 24

everybody birthday , I love celebrations !
I want mine to come. Alot of things happen , damn sad , Life have not been good. So shall not update much ..

Life's a bitch , so is she
Fuck you girl , can out of DON NG ! Don ng , you are hurting me ...

2010-01-19T14:50:00.003+08:00

The girl i miss so dearly now !
HAPPY 5th MONTH. Sorry for the late post...
16/01/2010

Silly girl had a lil surprise for me , she even went home to get the present that she have got for me cause she forget to bring it to school. She actually skip her 2nd break and wanting to get home to get the present. And the the the damn me , actually want to kpo and believe that she's going to partial and followed her everywhere. Ended up after one big round , she never intend to partial is just to surprise me. How nice and sweet right this lil girl. Upon seeing the present , I feel damn damn happy , super happy. Even though its just a cup , it meant alot.

Its only a short five month , things are still going strong and well i guess. Attitude each other was a daily routine. Being your friend was nothing bad at all , if previously we did not have misunderstandings , we could be friend long ago , but whatever it is we are friend now and not only now but years to come.
I'm really happy to know you cause you make me super happy. You kept my laughter when i'm down , surprise me whenever you got time ,brought me fun even though there's only both of us out on an outing. Thinking of places to go , things to do , and alot alot alot of other things.
Seriously if without you , i think life would not be that great in rp. I totally believe that in all those years that are arriving , we are going to have better memories and nicer memories.

Even though my class is the same level and same block of your class , i still miss you that much.
MISSING YOU THAT MUCH ! time spend with you is like dropping and dropping till alot people questioning me. but i know you have your stuffs and i have my stuffs , but ya , as long as both of us know that we never forget each other everything will be fine.
qad , thanks for all the memories over the past 5 months and hopefully more to come.
Hopefully you are enjoying every moment now. <3>

The passion that i've been missing.
Miss the team
Miss the touch of netball. Miss the scoldings of coach , Miss the stupid face of mine on court.
When will we get back the court together as a team again ?

2010-01-15T10:44:00.002+08:00

My younger and irritating brother && dearest Classmates

Falling sick real soon :(
My brother have been quite a nice guy this few days , have been nice always when we were at home. Helping me complete stages for basketball street.

E36J have made lessons fun for the one whole week even though we kept on being late and coffeeshop. I must admit it's real nice being and hanging with E36J. Nevertheless , the sem is coming to an end. Cant wait for the chalet on feb and the outing that we are going to have this coming sunday. This is all because they make me happy when i'm sad , cheer me up when i'm down , help me out when i'm facing problems.

Netball have stopped after IVP. So have been quite free , reaching home early , sleep early , but still not enough to replenish my energy. Now coughing like crazy , OMG !

Don have not been quite nice for the past few days at all. Hopefully i will look on the brighter side and move on with life. No more hanging on.
Jocelyn have been a nice person for the past few days , even though the meeting time of me and her is decreasing but still she love me .. HEEHEE :):):) being real nice to me. Hey qad , alot people ask whether we not so close le , but they dont know we underground f/s , HAHAHHAHAHAA. self entertainment

Mahjong session after school :) cant wait.

2010-01-13T09:01:00.003+08:00

It's all in your hand ; hold it or leave it

have not been a great week , lots of up and down :)

There's times when life is full of fun and happiness , But on the other hand there's times when life is full of sadness.

Face the positive side of life , live it to the fullest as i know that i still have friends around cherishing me & also friends around that are pampering me.

I see you , i know you , i talk to you , this is all fate , therefore i've came to realise that let's just leave it all to fate , forcing it, is not bringing us anywhere further. You said you love me but i cant feel it now and then. Probably not anymore.

Knowing you as a close friend was the best part of life , i never ever thought that we are going to be friends at all. So since this chance is given to us , i'm so going to cherish it. Knowing you for a few years but this few months were the best. I will keep them as my best memories and looking forward for even more nicer memories.

It's never too late to regret ; be brave and face up to the consequences.

2010-01-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

My sweetest LOVE , but also my BIGGEST sad-nesss..

2010-01-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

What a day , totally cock up day.

Was a nice start of the day , but bad ending at the end of the day.

Things going through my mind , who's right who's wrong. Who's there for me.

I see it all so clearly , thanks E36J , i know i can be strong and i will be strong.

Sometimes is better not to get too close , cause things may just get out of hand.

I don't deny i love , but why are you not by my side...

2010-01-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Jocelyn Ng .

Finally 18th eh , you better last long with Joel tan , althought he always irritates me , i swear he's a nice guy eh , always a nice guy. Faster grow up eh , you are 18 already , stop bullying me. heehee :):) love you loadsloads

Finally IVP have come to an end , i'm left with club trainings , how cool it is , only like 1 training per week. Happy-ness ! This is like damn slack can. After school i've time of my own. Training will stop till end of feb which is like 2 months away. How nice is coach ! hahahahaha..

Ntu game was fine , i think i played rather better than the game against tp , at least i'm not that scare though. knee nearly gone during first quarter. but still good game put up by all the players.

Sonia , Jocelyn , Ranjini , Rebecca , Meishi , Kexian , yeeling , Ange , Jesie , Elaine , huimin , Lihui , carin you all have been great eh ... JIAYOUS for pol-ite next year !

Knee ah knee , i know i hurt you so badly , but please stop hurting me , i dont mean to injured you again eh. you are hurting me like crazy , almost faint eh. Give me another chance ok ?

dearest boyf , been nice at times and been real fierce at times. Aiya , dont know.

* i dont see this lasting*

2010-01-06T14:41:00.002+08:00

Short post , longer on thurs night ok?
Alrights , hectic , real hectic week. Netball , and preparing some other things at the same time.
It's a damn bad week. TOTALLY.
Everyday in the night , i actuallly have burning body but when reach the day the temperature went down and feel much more better.
Always have burning shots eyes , whats wrong with my body. Spinning head and my body totally drain out ..............
whatever it is , few more days before it ends. Survive through tomorrow night and i'm done with the week.....

1 more day , hopfully you will like it my dear girl.
Forgive me if its not really nice.
(L)(L)(L)(L) you !
Dearest , you have been great towards me. Real great ..... I really like it.

2010-01-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

whenever i quarrel with you , nobody bothered to find out who's right who's wrong. But i always get the blame !

2010-01-03T19:14:00.004+08:00

Photos of new year eve are some up over here , will slowly update more of it.

So ya today stayed home whole day , went for a run over at house downstairs , ran 2 rounds for 1 hour. I think probably i go too slow already.

But whatever it is , alot of things came to my mind.

First , i totally miss The times hang out with alice ng and 4e4 , the secondary school life.

- like always after school slack with soccer boys do stupid things

- go 107 to slack , go 111 to slack.

- skip school , use foundation to fake sick.

- Meet up friends late at night for night class

- Talk to 107 chicken rice uncle

- In class sleep like pig , play like crazy

- also got Some jokers in my class without fail make a fool of themselves

- Canteen malay store

- mango tea

- go training with melissa and all over at netball court.

- do runnings and ball drills

- Meet up with alice everytime on bus and down to tp for training without fail.

- eat at 684 or hougang 8 mac , den slack.

I miss the times when i play netball as a shooter with confidence , able to shoot in most of the ball. whats more everybody proud of me.

How did i manage to do that ? how did i manage to shoot in every ball ? how i shoot confidently , how i do everything with confident , not being afriad of not being able to shoot in. Why am i losing all those now. Tomorrow IVP , i think i need all this criteria back in my life in order to excel and prove Tony wrong. Will it be back by tomorrow ?

*not looking forward to tomorrow at all*

2010-01-02T03:01:00.002+08:00

A new start of 2010 , definitely i've a great start with my dearest netballers and some other friends !
I fucking tried to upload pictures for you all to enjoy but blogger fucking not allowing me to upload , So i guess you guys/girls have to go on facebook to see :)
Met up with stupid nicholas who's finally back after being away for a long trip to china. So after which went down to Breeks to surprise Dearest :) , walk-ed around , shopp-ed around && arcade so as to kill time while waiting for Jocelyn and Dearest. Join in their class gathering when they went over to pool. So ya , played around and talked around. Jocelyn then left her class peeps around 8.30pm.

Met up with netballers( yl , ran , ange , kimo , aidah , jocelyn and me ) at esplanade , thought for quite some time where to go next , in the end decided to go to popeyessssss , they had their dinner and slacked around there as there was an open area. Settled down , took a number of pictures, saw rp floorballers= saw ching ! :):)
First time in life seeing bangalas dancing like crazy , all netballers then join in the fun , kimo and trisha was damn hilarious. Played and played , countdown over at flyers theree , saw the super long fireworks , real nice lar ! Continueedd the fun after the countdown. This is we form a chain and rushed into the crowd. Ok real cool. Stopped and left at around 1am , walked to mrt and walked back to jocelyn house.

So at jocelyn houseeee...........

Had mcdelivery !
Had absolute vodka
Murderer , 007 , and some 'i never ' games

Obviously when you see absolute vodka , you will know that someone is going to get drunk. && i think the most drunk one will be jocelyn , damn funny. Totally the entertainment of the night till everyone went to bed only at 8am.

It was really niceeeee start of 2010 spending it with netballers even though it left with only me , jocelyn , yl and ange. We stil had our fun by steamboating !

Dearest , love you

2009-12-27T12:49:00.002+08:00

I shall put a stop right now.

I shall MIA from blogger for a moment. So in advance wish you a happy NEW year 2010

2009-12-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

Lots of things left unsaid
28th is just like 2 days away , or probably few more hours away.
Complicateddd , Why must she ever come in at this point of time.
I love you still....
What if i need you baby , what if i say i loved you.

2009-12-25T03:32:00.002+08:00

I got the best of everything in 2009 christmas. Thanks dearest people !

First i got QAD with me the whole day , i got cousins to shop around with , and i got myself 2 sleeveless shirt and i watched alvin & chipmunks 2 with qad.

I'm so blessed with qad around. real blessed. Thanks qad , i hope you enjoyed !

Afterall , CHIPMUNKS is real nice. Catch it real soon. I don't mind watching again. Ask me out yo !

Wonderful christmas although dont seems to be one.

Wonderful day , Some may not know.

thanks qad for the whole day , with you around laughter never failed !

And of course , thanks Eve , the pressie , the surprise , the sending home part. Thanks everything. Thanks for running up all the way to cinema , just afraid that i'm gone , thanks for sending me home despite the expensive ride , i know hq can send you one , but you dont want. Thanks friend ! :) <33333>

*shall see you tomorrow at expo with your retarded face*

*scratch head what to get for you*

2009-12-24T01:29:00.003+08:00

I wont initiate to ask you out cause you dont care.

R/S is not a good thing always

Town with hq and eve , nice , they are real nice people. Always keeping me infront afraid me getting lost.

Sweeettttt ....

Escorted me to amk hub , shop around for boxes , but sadly not found. So waited for qad , while walking , eve went over to get 2 bottles of HoneyLemon for me. nice ! My first time drinking and definitely it rocks big time.

Home after which , another fun day tomorrow , ROCK ON !

SICK ! SAD ! FML !

2009-12-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

FML !
i'm sick , but he's not here to care.
Thanks eve & hq for being caring friends ! <3
Stupid eve call me by accident which result in me calling back & ended up allowing her to realise my Sexy voice on phone. & by that she know that i'm sick.
Stupid weather cause my stupid cough and flu , Stupid quarreling make me feel so sick.

I don't deny i love you. But you are not making me realise that you love me , YOU ARE NOT !
This is the 6th day since i last since you , im immune to the feeling by now. I realise i should not expect much from you.

I officially say i give up ! :( not looking forward to seeing you.

DON NG , i miss you !

28th , tight schedule = gone.
have you ever remember the time i went all the way down to ecp , FML

Sad & disappointed !

2009-12-21T00:20:00.001+08:00

Life have been nice when its spent with jocelyn and dearest kimo.
Ok , so where have i been , on friday i went over to suntec look for eve , and also look for my hoodie. Was a real fun day out with them. LOL.
i seriously enjoyed. Nevertheless , i miss DON so so so much !
ok whatever it is , i can just conclude here that thanks friends for always being there for me. Thanks for keeping my laughter !

Sometimes i really thinking are you the one that i'm really looking for. Are we suitable for each other. I know i miss you that much , but i always wanted to try all my means and way to see you but you dont seem to appreciate. I think alot when i want to prove things to you. But previously when with shawn i dont need to think so much. I'm feeling so stress up. Why nothing i do seems to make you understand , You disappoint me again and again. WHYYYY ???

I just need time alone. Give me more time. Why is it you can give in more to others but not me. Why others get the care from you more than i do. Why others always have better treatment than me. WHYWHYWHY ? :(:(:(
The more i wanted you to be with me , the more i dont get it.
The more i miss , the more we quarrel. The worst things get.
You never understand me even though its so so so going tobe the 2nd month knowing you. You never know what i want , cause you are still the old you , the one i once know. The guy who is still not sensitive over how i feel.

why others boyfriend spend time talking to their love ones on phone even during camp , but mine spend time talking to their friends.

2009-12-17T18:23:00.002+08:00

Mentally && Physically Tired :(
HAHAHHAHHAHA !

I'm not lying ! Camp is really tiring. For god sake. For the first day we done everything. Really everything. We had our beep test & guess what , i got level 8 shuttle 8 , ok i'm happy enough with this level and shuttle. At least i pass , after which dint want to rest so ended up over at badminton court challenging SOLEHA. So after that we had floorball match against netballers & lunched. We had goal's setting , followed by badminton again && also friendly with basketballers. Stupid Tan Cl bang me but she grab on to me immediately feeling so guilty. Coach came and we did floorballl among oourselves again , 8pm officially started training. Did lots of attacking strategy again. End of training , bathe and all the way to agora hall. Settle down and mac delivery came.. yummyy.. Slept at 2am.. back aches !

ohya , saw hq today cause they have friendly with rp team. Heard from tan cl that both of them nearly fight. I wanted to watch but ya , dont get a chance to watch at all.
Thanks to the evelyn , thanks for the M&Ms by you...

Second day , madness.. Woke up at 8am , pack stuffs and back to OSG. Did warm up and started our 5km run. ok , was cool. I like it alot cause it really train up. After 5km breakfast and watch video of us with RV. After video , start shooting the 1000 shots we owe Faz. Did 500 for the day as we are having 2 friendlies. One with seniors and one with SMU. Both friendlies was fine , needed much more communication with dearest qad. So ya , shall train extra hard with her. However the situtation of the both friendlies is super and ultra tense up. Anyway , after everything , we had the christmas celebration super funny , loads of things happen. we had pizzas and kfcs , super yummy ! cut cake && exchange gifts. & ya end the day after that , bath , set up and slept at netball court.

Thanks STJK for the cushion to comfort my back ! Thanks loads

Third day , woke up shivering super cold all thanks to qad. HAHAHHAHA ! leg achings and arms aching as well. Shoot another 300 shots in the morning , with both hand aching. Set up for the carnival and realised that nowadays small kids are real naughty and irritating........... argh ! !@$#$#&^$&... SHOOT another 100 after the carnival ,bathe and break camp. *finally*

Home ! fuck you for getting close to him.
I miss don ng

expectations :)

2009-12-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

in the middle of the night:)you all must be wondering why am i still not asleep.
Reason being is simple. Suddenly thought of my expectations of my boyfriend.
1-must be able to accompany me when i'm bored
2-sleep only when i'm asleep. 3-be by my side when i'm sad. 4- make me feel secure. 5- must be able to cheer me up. 6- must pamper me. 7- hahaha , get whatever i want. Joking:-)
Tada , that's all , i shall go sleep and yeah.

2009-12-14T14:17:00.002+08:00

A day spend with him <3

Point , den he came , up to his house.
Study for like 10mins , and play time
PLay icy tower.
he fierce me again :( ok , thats his character.
After which dinner with him and cheryl. *cheryl is damn cute can ?
Home , do cards again

D , i love you lar ! cant wait for everything to happen !

Today class gift exchange. Real fun , i came sch just for that. So ya we had loads of fun and laughter. It seems like it's going to be the last day of school. But whatever it is , i must really thanks beenu for the silkygirl sports perfume and the lollipop towel. I love it. I'm so gonna use it.
Do cards for the whole class. Hope they like it.
Thanks shawn tee for the one whole box of cookies. I love it.
I'm a real fortunate girl. Thanks for everything people. What more can i say beside i love you all !

2009-12-10T23:44:00.004+08:00

Yesterday had training in school. Ok , was real bored , this is all due to coach's strategy kept on repeating for like an hour. && most of us were rotting over there. Alright , and finally 830pm we started playing our court game. Cool , played with jocelyn , she being the GA and me being the GS. ok , after which saw D over there , was quite shock. Not expected though. Switch to GA after that. Was really tiring , super tiring. I realise stamina gone for GA , long time since i last play GA le. Must train up le.

Today never go school due to fever. Injections , and ya , heard from meiyu that we are having gift exchange session on monday. D came up my house , accompanied me a while and he went off. Met melissa and slack with her for around 2 hours plus , talked to her alot of things and we suggested to have a game with the juniors of sgs. Sorry roy for not accompanying you tonight. Sorry D , for being so grumpy.

Talking about gifts exchange, i just realised that , i don't have time for buying gifts. Only left with sat , i must really get all the gifts by then. I need to get the class exchange gifts one , and also need to get netballers gifts. Having netball intensive camp on 15-17 , 16 will be having exchange gifts session. LOOKING FORWARD ah !

Christmas wishlist : IPOD !
: kimo's muffins
: shawn's cookies
: camera
: && anything that i can bring around. !
:BACKPACK for school.

2009-12-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

Been so busy with life that i'm so so so exhausted and lazy to do any other things.
Including blogging !
SCSM '09 was quite tiring , seriously i make it cause i dint sleep for around 20 hours. && after which slet for 12 hours.
School again. Game with RiverValley. I think i really played well , But ya like i say i'm so exxhausted over so many things that makes me not motivated for netball.

nothing have been nice towards me. Nothing positive. Totally crazy..
life's sucha bitch !

Will you ever hold me when i fall ? Be there when i need ?

2009-12-01T23:21:00.004+08:00

This is Joei Tan , they are people who work for compaq opposite us during the SITEX show. Nice and fun friends there.
This is yingying tan. She real cute de. HAHAHAHAH , also another friend working opposite us.
This is wingyan , she's damn pretty right ? damn funny. always very very loud.
And here they are ! i love you all ! thanks for the 4 fun day there.
This is Lenovo plus compaq plus microsoft , from left to right : wingyan , evelyn ,ederlyn , yingying , joei and jocelyn.
NICKY NICKY.. hahahaha , he accompanied me down to east coast on the sat night
qad , also followed me down and came over to stay over at my house.
thanks sister for accompanying and being there alwyas. <333
All the fun ended on sunday , let's meet up soon dear friends !
hello sister , since when are you so tall..
qad , i love you , without you i confirm bored till die de.
this is taken when yingying is busy dealing with her customers.
qad , you are the best , without you i will die at SITEX. we slack together , laugh together and also have fun and at the same time earn money together.

So from last thursday till sunday have been working at Sitex. So ya , miss school on thursday which is maths again. I promise not to miss anymore cause i'm really always lost in maths lesson. First day of work on thursday was really tiring , not use to the standing part , me and jocelyn keep on going to slack and sit down. Zelin came down at night with bubble tea and dinner. thanks Zelin. <3> 2nd day of work , know 2 new guy , bryan and aaron. They were really funny , me and jocelyn suddenly miss the fun from them today. HAHAHHAHA. Weejie and dearest don came down to surprise us. really nice of them , with mac and bubble tea. Oh thats so cool. I like it. Damn it , i just love surprises. HAHAHAH.. So they waited for us to go for break and we went for break and had our lunch together with them. Slack a while and back to work. I remember once i step back to work i miss dearest don le. HAIS ): but ya time pass super fast. But later part in the night quarreled with Dearest Don , cause he disappoint me. I dont like. 3rd day at work. Was early for work. Saw the bryan and aaron again. Also those people opposite us. Talk and talk and talk and have loads of fun. Lunched with bryan and aaron over at east point mall. HAHAHA. super far right. Faster eat and rushed back to expo by cab. HAHAHA. Nic came down to find us later part in the night and we went for cup noodles. He bought bubble tea for us , so nice of him right ? after which took some pictures and went down to east coast to surprise D , but he look shock but ya i dint even get to talk to him more than 10 sentences. I swear i dint. bought him mac when i know he's hungry, walked all the way over to the place he's at but was too late , he was eating the chicken rice sponsored by them le. Was super sad. After which chit chat with jocelyn and nic den talk talk talk alot of funny things happen. then we decided not to wait for D le , cause he's still having some talk with the sirs and i needed to send nic home and jocelyn was tired. So ya , took cab and send nic home. After which jocelyn came my house to stay , I was realy at the urge of crying cause i really miss D lar. I like it when jocelyn come my house to stay. I like it totally lar ! <3334th day , woke up for work late , we purposely late de but ended up early anyway. early in the morning chailuan call me and say , eh huiqin working at expo also leh. at the addidas sales. Super high in the morning. Rush down and went up the addidas sales to find huiqin. she's so damn cute. Even my lunch break also went over to find her and she gave jocelyn staff discount for the windbreaker. NICE ! Then during her dinner break , she actually came over my booth to surprise me with subway cookies. How nice can she be. I was really shock && dint know what happen. omg <3>

Monday blues : marketing module and its really sucky. Lucky team members was really cool cause i was really slacking away , did i tell you all the ppt i did not do any of the slides. HAHAHHA. && i quarreled with D. Anyway , after which when running alone. while jocelyn went for talk. So ya , went training with 7 other people only. Coach came and teach the fish eye thing lar. I was really blur at the moment. And jocelyn wasn't there for training so was quite bored. So after that i thought i'm so going to be alone but i wasn't. Huiqin called me and asked me to wait for her at sports complex. So she came with her car and she fetch me back. Thanks huiqin , not only that , she came to the nearest petrol kiosk to pump petrol and at the same time she bought ferrero rocher for me. Thanks huiqin. but i feed her with one as well. <33333 her manymany..,.

Tuesday : accounting. Heavy module. I dint went for 1st break cause need do worksheet. Den 2nd break classmates ask me go with them so i went down with them. Bought wedges only. So my whole day meal is wedges and shaker fries. After which maggie mee. HAHAHHA. Mum fall sick already && D never come school today. Cool lar , today he never come tomorrow i not going. I miss hiim so badly.qad now i know how you feel ya. I miss him lar ! argh !

D , i miss you.

2009-11-25T23:25:00.004+08:00

Qad , just wanna say i really miss you so much lar siol. Cause i think both of us spend so much time with the 2 guys le. Time to have time on our own. Although seriously you also super miss joel. HAHAHAH ! but ya , things are still going well for both of us though. Hopefully this friendship stay strong ! lastly , i just want to say i love you lar qad.

hello weejie. He's a joker.

The following are all pictures on our street netball game during last sunday. WE got the champs after fighting so so so hard.

Hello team gardenia !

Hello ranjini , our laughing partner.

qad , my lover .

Elaine ng , the short girl really damn cute...

This is the picture for my coach and our team winning and achieving champs. they are estrella , and we are gardenia/

Lastly , this is for D , last night i realise we really did quarrel till very harsh and rude and bad. But seriously i'm sorry deep down my heart. && i seriously hope things will only geting better. i dont want see you so sad over it le. Seriously i love you and i miss you. as much as you do.

2009-11-25T00:24:00.002+08:00

wanted to have a long post but still things happen for a reason and i'm not in a mood

Street netball carnival in the west , champions. Thanks ran , elaine and jocelyn for playing so well. you girls did your best and therefore we are able to clinch champions.

qad , imy so so so much. i miss the times we use to spend together aft training , before training. The times you laugh so hard with me , played so hard with me. I know things changes for a reason. Everybody get busy and gets on with their own life. But ya , i not blaming anybody but just waant say i really do miss you even though we are near to each other. I realise the miss is not the part whereby not i miss you on how you look.
LASTLY , qad , i reallly miss and love you

D , i love you.. but i know we quarrel again. i'm sorry ): i know its not goign to get better. i'm just thinking way too much.

pictures and longer updates soon. maybe tomorrow or by this week i promise

2009-11-21T00:18:00.001+08:00

I want to blog , but i'm so lazy to blog.
I shall cut short..

I cant remember what happen. But i know on wednesday training , Which is D birthday he actually stay back and waited for me to end training. How sweet can he be ? haaha , forever waiting for me one. Love you ! The next day he send me down to kallang after school. Once again , he's by myside. And today he go late to school cause i woke up late and he accompanied me down to school. Thanks D , thanks for everything that you did. I appreciate it , now i'm so not use without you. But still monday i shall see you. <3333

Today in school , not reaalllyy good , quite pisseddd. qad , sorry that you got a shock. I got a shock tooo. But ya , at least things is fine now.

qad , i love you lar. how to say how much i love you leh. Aiya , complicated stuffs again. Tomorrow staying over qad house and netball carnival over at bukit batok , wish me luck.

Will you stay by my side forever ?

2009-11-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today webcaming session with D in school and at home. HAHAHHA. ignore the conversation. 1ST ONE IS he trying to say that my eyes is small. Whatever. Kept on asking where is my eyes. Den the second one , he action about his apple. damn apple. HAIIYOOOO.. ):):):):

Few more hours will be D birthday le. This is the present i make for him. AHHAHAHA. was suppose to surprise him but i failed cause i could not find his house right D ? i dont know he really happy anot lehh. But hopefully he's. D ah , wanted to go surprise you today also. But i dont know how leh. Wanted to make breakfast for you tomorrow but you meeting jaime. So i dont think i need to make any. But ya , happybirthday and all the best in everything.

The dating day with QAD.
we had a one whole day of fun. HAHAHHAHA , we went hortpark on 15 november andand after which night safari for dinner. Watch performance over at night safari also. Super fun. HAHHAHA. QAD , i just wanna tell you i had so much fun with you. Really alot alot alot of fun. ANDAND , finally i know QAD for the 3rd months le. I love her like nothing ahhh

Damn dumb hor.

QAD , i love yoular !

I just did a brave thing , i'm proud of myself

2009-11-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Seriously theres a number of pics to upload.
But before that i just wanna say i'm just too lazy to upload. So another time ok readers ?

Life has been great when its filled with lovelyn people.
Thanks D for alot alot of things , thanks for all the dumb surprises and also thanks for the accompanion.
Thanks hq for the lovely ride home. Thanks , I appreciated it.
Thanks SOMEONE for the lvoely hug. I appreciated it.
Thanks QAD for always being there.

I really got loads more to thanks but for the time being this few

of course not to forget to thanks my lovely pingpongzcxzc for always being there && i miss yuan lai already.

pictures soon ok? i had a fun day with you..

2009-11-10T20:34:00.001+08:00

I need to really work work work.
Zelin help me planned le , he asked whether can start work at 1 dec. Alrights , i think should be can. Hopefully i can get off days on my 3Uts paper. Hopefully ahh.
I will be skipping school i think. Goodbye school..
Anyway , tomorrow having training again. Any kind soul come find me please. see ya ! :)

2009-11-09T13:49:00.004+08:00

Updating about yesterday. This is QAD and me after the whole events. See that silly girl face. Cute right ? thats why i love her so much. QAD , love you lar. she brought me so much laughter and fun on that day. Ohmy.. girl , YANABARA.......Thanks for working so well with D..

This is D , my first 2 pictures with him though. Thanks him for the big and really shocking surprise lehh. *loves&hugs* I totally dint expect that surprise from him. Before that he still act with me say tomorrow see how. If not monday den see me. All sorts of things. Very surprise... D , you did surprise me lar.

ZNC 3 was a successful events
Woke up super early despite sleeping late the day before. Had Mj at coach house. Played till 2am , losing 2 bucks.
Cabbed down. Set up everything. && started at 930am.
At around 10.30am , surprise came. *happy*
Everything ended at 4pm i think.
Went over to Tampines Mall , shopped around. && eat.
Den home with D and QAD..
Thanks for being sucha nice people. I will upload more photos when i get the carnival photos. *loves*

I'm really fortunate to have QAD & D

2009-11-07T11:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIQIN :):) love:)

School from 8.30am till 4pm , damn faci , ended so late can ?
Thanks classmates for being so loving and sweet.

Thanks QAD for bubble tea !
slacked around with kimo && met up with the rest after which.

Soccer pol-ite with kimo , becca , ran , aidah , && QAD. rp lost to ite in the last few mins. 1-0

QAD went off with JT after that , and i was suppose to go with kimo they all till D called.

So ya sorry kimo and peeps not going inter with you all. Still love you all so much lar though !

Thanks D for the ride. Much appreciated , lots of loves as well.

Home around 9pm . thats fast. Waited for QAD & 12am to wish huiqin.

So ya , QAD , last long ya ! i still love you more than he do horx. HAHAHAH , i know you love me more too.. Dont need worry about leaving me alone lar.

JT , you better dont bully QAD horx. You bully her i sure go bully you de horx. I will kill you hor. If QAD sad cause of you i will go your class kill you ah ! HAHAHHAHAAHHAA...

JOCELYN NG , I STILL LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT DE OK ?

REMEMBER , FRIENDSHIP IS NOT ABOUT WHO YOU KNOW LONGEST , IS ABOUT WHO IS BY YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU ARE DOWN.

i'm so excited cause maybe QAD coming over to stay.. :)

2009-11-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

what a wonderful day

saw QAD for the whole day , && i'm happy
Thanks QAD for the waffle during ut.
Thanks D for the lollipop yesterday
Thanks QAD for all the fun and laughter and taking my phone , if not by now gone le.
&& thanks huiqin for fetching me today after game. Thanks HQ thanks HQ.. Loves (L)
Lastly , pingpongxcxzcxzc , i miss you ! && obviously i love you too horx !

What siol ? i dont like it lar , i jealous cannot meh....

QAD , omg , we gonna know each other for 3 months in total when nov 16 come....

2009-11-04T10:55:00.002+08:00

hello readers , back to blog.

Yest surprise QAD was successful.
Exhausted from school , rp netball training resume
Game tomorrow with dont know who , QAD umpiring. :(
Finger still not getting better.
Thanks D for waiting yest for like 1 hour plus.
Thanks D for the lame jokes ?
thanks everybody for everything... && i love all of you..
thanks Tan cl for being caring.
Lastly ,YUANLAI , i miss you liaos. come back visit us........

netball sucks big time :(

2009-11-02T09:04:00.002+08:00

Saturday :

worked till 2am , took pictures ( will upload photos soon) , play hard , send order to people. *fun*
super lethargic
mummy & daddy quarrel
Muscle pull in the middle of the night. *OUCH!*
Thanks D for the accompanying
Lastly , i love QAD , working with her is fun. QAD , love you lar.

Sunday :

Lunched with mummy
Down to chinatown to find aunt.
Dinner with nicky at hougang mall , slack a while and he came my house. *happy* I was like learning how to use iphone. Quite dumb though :)
Bon voyage to uncle ( taiwan ) and another to aust... *takecares* buy presents for me please..
Once again , thanks D again.

Monday :

Woke up early 6am , breakfast with starmy & QAD
Almost late , so we cab to school.
Training later on at tp.
Study for UT today. *goodluck eder*

D , is my new friend. He have been super caring , super loving & last of all he's a Mr. nice guy. && must really thanks him for accompanying for the past few days. Just simply appreciate his kindness. Thanks D .. Thanks Loads. Much appreciated

&& QAD , love you too ok ?

2009-10-30T14:35:00.003+08:00

I DROP TEARS AFTER SO LONG...
thanks E36J , thanks kaiying , thanks chailuan , thanks sam , thanks don. thanks everybody.
I wont cry le wont le.
No mood for anything even eating. good job eder..

2009-10-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

I spend loads of time to do this in class for my dearest QAD. QAD remember i love you leh. :):):):):):) more things coming up for QAD.

Yesterday my first partial day for sem 2. Had loads of fun during my first partial. Starmy && QAD were there with me when we partial for our monday lesson. Catch My Sister Keepers With both of them. Super nice show. Cried like hell. but story line was awesome. I like it. Watching it again soon. :):):) QAD & starmy thanks for the wonderful day.

Yuanlai's birthday. We rushed to do yuanlai's present on last sat && we rushed down to celebrate with her. She was touched right ? yeahh :):):) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YUANLAI.. I love you....

CHINGCHING , playing pool.

Today wonderful day. Although was quite sad at first when QAD told me she going to meet joel. Cause i dont know where to go. thought i will be at home doing nothing le. Luckily dearest rachel ching ask me out , yeahh. So went out with aga and chingching. Went to yishun meet vivian. && went over safra for pool. I was there entertainment and there supporter during the pool game. Dint want to play , sorry ching. After which back to northpoint for our dinner. Yummy , & finally back home. They really bring me loads of laughter lar. I laugh like crazy ! yeahhhh.. I love E36J..:):):)

thanks TAN CHAILUAN for the charger for the whole day cause i forget to charge> :) thanks lar ..

2009-10-25T11:03:00.004+08:00

Netball :

After Pol-ite i really thinking hard on whether to stop IVP or to play. However , although i may not know whether i willl be in the team anot , I realise alot have chosen not to play. The main reason why i will chose to help rp to play is partly because I think i still have the passion for netball. But now where has the passion gone. ARGH :(:(:(:(...

Can anyone tell me whether i should play or stop ? knee injuries , finger injuries , wrist injuries & i think back injuries soon. I think i'm getting all sorts of injuries.

Friends :

Save the best for the last.

So lets start with new friends TAN CHAILUAN !

She's damn cool ok ? yest i just told her why i categorise her as my good friend when she kept on insisting that we only know for 3 weeks. This is because whenever i'm sad , i'm late home. She's there to care. Thanks TAN CL. what a friend man ! You always cheer me up. && nevertheless you always offer to fetch us. I really appreciate you. I also told her that always i see you or talk to you , you will definitely manage to put a smile up on my face. Same goes to the next 2 i want to say.

Second will be SAMANTHA GOH ( Pingpongxzcdzc )

She always there for me when i'm down. Even for selection , for personal stuffs , for friendship for r/s. She will always acc me when she know i'm alone. She make sandwiches for us , she bought chocs for me when i'm down. I wanna keep you by my side always. But she's graduating soon...

Lastly will be JOCELYN NG ( QAD / TOTONG )

Hers gonna be long. Cause we had a long journey before we became sucha lovely && good friend. She's always there for me. Hear me complain. Take care of my knees and all sorts of things. She surprise me one time and another. I'm super happy. She rushed down watch my game. Came my house. Do loads of present for me as well. how can i not appreciate her man ! Everytime i hang out with her , time goes very fast. && also very fun. full of laughter. TOTONG / QAD i really love you lar ! miss you as well.... You are the best ok ? more outing with you please.

seriously i'm getting bored of cathay. I just dont feel like working. Hoping to get money without working please. && i want to find a better job that make me feel like lasting in that job..

2009-10-22T14:41:00.001+08:00

Short update on Pol-ite
Finally ended , Congrats to all school that won. && yeah , Rp lost their last game to Sp , therefore they lost their 3rd position away. Sadly to say , everyone did their best. Its just luck. We are going to strive hard for IVP. i must traintraintrain

Knee gave me a nightmare yesterday. Never ever cried so badly in life. But ya , hopefully it gets better

Nothing much to update. School is killing me. Therefore i'm dying not able to update blog or not in the mood to update my blog. :(

Match later on at kallang. bye peeps
Ilovetotong..

*thanks albert for surprising me last night

2009-10-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAISARAH ! :):):)
so ya , today is my new classmates birthday , first celebration in my new sem class.
So E36J celebrated and had their first lunch together. Walk around like mad to get a cake , but sadly there's none left. so we ended up bought 9 brownies With Ice cream on top of it. It look damn cool can , creativity.
Even brandon , aga , ervin all followed us. So you should know how fun it is. Even the faci join us and chip in money. Great faci. But still bored ! && everyone neglected our ppt & went back class at 1pm. Horrible right ? so ya , all screwed up our ppt , but every team help each other to cover up && tada , we survived through.

I came to realise that my class is supersuper fun , i'm fortunate to be in that class.
So ya , anyway today was another moody day. Super moody. The first time i talk to sam outside 7eleven i nearly cry. && its nearly. :(:(:(. Tears rolling.
Second time i talk to her , i want to cry but i dint cause classmates sure will care and ask me why. I dont want to affect their celebration mood.
Alrights , things will get better. Like vivian say , sometimes friendships need to have quarrel in order to get better. Thanks everybody

I will be strong.

I realise everyone's using the word cute to describe me. thanks ah ! :)

2009-10-17T19:37:00.002+08:00

Like what we knew , yes we lose to Tp like everybody expected. But i thought we put in quite a good fight in the first quart.
After which we make all sorts of silly mistakes.
Mistakes from me is having no confidence to shoot and all sorts of stuffs. I'm wondering how i can really be more confidence to shoot. I realise that with all the encouragements from friends i'm still unable to shoot well. I'm afraid that my miss shots will result them in losing the game. Especially during crucial games.
Eder , bend , flip && follow through. Monday is your last chance to prove. Everytime i say i will have confidence but i always dont have the confidence. Really very funny leh. ARGH ! :(:( i super sad leh..

Today dint see Jocelyn.N , miss her alot lar. I want to fight hard with her on court.
TOTONG , lets conquer the court together ok ok?
i will try my best to perform the best on monday. No pressure. But i seriously dont know how to shoot well leh. I'm a bad shooter.
I'm wondering why always before the game i'm able to shoot , during the game i'm not able to shoot.

2009-10-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Pictures speak a thousand words. I'm not going to update much about netball now.
Just to summarise , won np and ite for pol-ite , today will be against tp , all the injuries facing up. I need a rest soon. PWC wasn't fruitful as well. ANDAND , we must really start training le.
Tp will be a strong game , but we will put in our best. Give us some encouragement. I believe rp will be putting up their best today. Love rp netballers.

&& of course pictures is up cause past few days some unhappy things happen. I'm sorry totong. Love you so much lar
Yes , goona last gonna last.
no more quarrels. More surprises for my deares totong will be coming soon.

2009-10-13T23:21:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY a close match , exciting match.

We nearly lose to np , all my fault. sorry teammates !

But we manage to catch up and pull our scores closer.

Thanks god ! i'm sorry once again

First time all wear skirt. everyone excited. and tada pictures up.

i not in a real mood to blog seriously. so just bare with me

I just wanna say , things gonna repeat itself. i gonna lose her. really lose.

I dont know why this feeling came in. I'm sorry. I will try my best to keep it. really try my best.

Things is changing just too fast. i'm super uncomfortable.

too many things going on my mind. i doubt i can play in the main 7 tomorrow. cause i'm not concentrating at all.

EDER , the team needs your confidence , needs your shots. why they have confidence in you but you dont have in yourself ! EDER WAKE UP.

at least you did cherish her now , she have to make her choice also eder eder eder ! wake up lar !

2009-10-11T23:45:00.003+08:00

TODAY POST IS FOR REPUBLIC NETBALLERS :):):):)

Tomorrow is finally the day , the day when we netballers gonna put in our best , fight hard for the position we want , fight hard to achieve the team goals that we set. We shall not let effort down the drain ya !

We must make sure all efforts came into use , The time we spend in KL for training , the water training , The every mornign training in the carpark. The tired strategy talk in faz room.

We must remember all the suicides we do. Keep our stamina there. We must show other polys how rp excel and differ from them. We work & communicate as a team. Win or lose doesn't matter , what matter is did we apply what we learn. Its about the experience that we gain , we shall not blame others for anything.

Now let me dedicate some wishes and encouragement to my dearest teammates !

meimei : You are our captain , thanks for always being there to help out with us. Bare with our nonsense. Remember as long as you concentrate on the game. Watch the game properly you will be able to defend away quite a number of balls. You are not a bad defender , all you need is focus and concentration. I believe you gonna shine this year !

Keke : our vice captain. Thanks for always joking around with us , i know you've been quite stress cause of coach naggings ! but i think you are able to do it. Nothing gonna bring you down. Including coach nagging and negative comments. Just stick close to your players and put in your best

Kimo : Lose one ball , get scolded , all this nevermind de lar. Just keep reminding yourself that if you lose one ball you must take it back yourself. Dont hang at the transverse line after the centre pass , quickly move back and block the GS ! Coach scold you , dont attitude , remember , being angry on court will just result in you messing up all your passes and runs ! you can do it de !

Huimin : AUNTY ah ! dont worry , you just need a faster reaction , better reaction will enable you to intercept quite a number of balls. You can do it de , you've got the height !

Rebeca : Remember to take one more step before you actually intercept or approach any ball. Dont leap towards the ball. Dont be lazy ,one more step will allow you to have full control of the ball. stay alert and i believe you will be there !

Vivien : Faster recover from your cough all. Gain back your stamina , dont walk on court. Push yourself just for the team. I believe you will be able to survive for 15mins ! i know you can do it de.

Seri : Dont be stress , you can intercept quite a number of balls. You've got the elevation , you've got the reading of games mind ! i know you can do it , i've trust in you. You also must have confidence in yourself. No stress no stress and you can succeed !

Sam : You ah , dont lazy on courrt. i know you know what you should do on court. I know you can do it de. Be more confidence , strong hands ! strong drives . Just stay strong and you can do it.

Huiping : remember no 2 hand passes ! be more stable before you pass , strong hands and also alert. Dont miss any second passes from joce. dont panic , watch , hold and pass.

Ranjini : RAN , dont be demoralised if you dont get to play in the first 2 quarts ! i believe he put you in the last 2 quarts cause he think that he will need you at the back to pull the score or to kep the score there. He have his reasons. Seriously not to deny i love your drives i like your passes. Remember not to get panic or nervous. You are short but i know you are smart enough to read the game.

Sonia : Hey there , dont worry so much about your stamina lar. You can do it de , dont keep thinking about it , i believe you can survive de. You have good feeding just that keep on training up fitness and yeah , you are good ! I love you lar. You have both good shooting and feeding !

Jocelyn.N : You ah , i believe you will be on form when you are on fire. So you must keep that fire burning. I know when you really want to win your shots will definitely be there so keep that fighting spirit on. You are the one who make me feel more secure when playing with you.

Please keep yourself injured free , i need you to perform on court. With the coordination of you , i have much better runs. Without you , i think i will be lost on court. Yes , we want to win , but of course we dont want to lose you as well. We need you as our shooter. remember , cant take it pull out to rest first. Stay strong , dont let other people hit you le. KNow your limit. overshot , STOP !

Lihui : Must be more risky. Must be able to feed. dont hesitate. Dont worry about your opponents. Just go just give. Just do what you think is right ok ?

LASTLY me : i got the most mistakes but i correct on others. I'm short. I run slowly , i cant shoot. I dont know why. I cant catch strong passes. my drives aren't strong at all. I hesitate my run. I dont know how to fake. I dont know anything at all i think. But i still will keep myself thinking positively , i know the whole team need my shots in order to keep our position. I must shoot in , i must and i must. I always panic when i get the ball , the ball is either floaty or never reach. I think i pull down joce and others. They put in so much effort bringing down the ball and i throw it away. :(:( , when will my shots ever make it man ! i'm really worried about tomorrow. If they need my shots in order to win , i tell you i rather dont play.

Pleease , god help me , i seriously need my shots but i dont know how i should do it , how i can achieve it , how howhow ? I'm seriously useless. I think i dont deserve this main 7 position. && i never imagine myself being in the main 7 at all.

*since coach give me a chance , i wanted so hard to perform but i cant ,i know i cant.

JIAYOU , team republic ! all the besst to you all. ANDAND i love you !

the others dont be demoralised ! there's still IVP ! jiayou ok ?>

2009-10-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

I got in for selection. Thanks everyone for the encouragement
Thanks Jocelyn for always giving me confidence lar. i love it..
Thanks sam for accompanying me to improve my shots.
AIYA , too many people to thanks. So to summarise thanks all netballers. thanks friends thanks all classmates
&& lastly thanks COACH JO , i have the best coach ever seriously...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALYN... celebrate with her andand also we have fun lar. Pictures coming up soon..

today was a pissed off day. Now getting close with sam, sam friends and loads of other people.
I super happy can ? Today saw Chai luan at sam block downstairs den i shouteddd super loud den she laugh ! hahahah ! happy to see her. talk to her outside sam class a while
DENDEN Joel came.. talk with everybody && have fun..
aiya ,i dont know to blog what lar.....

Anyway , that attitude blackie please fark off..
YOU THINK YOUR ATTITUDE VERY GOOD AH ?
YOU THINK YOU CUTE AH ?
YOU THINK YOU ARE BOSS AH ?
STOP BOSSING AROUND ! YOU ARE LOSING PEOPLE EXCEPT FOR ONE !
please know your limits ! blackieee sucks !

2009-10-06T23:58:00.004+08:00

Have not been updating blog due to having to wake up early for school in the morning.
Second day of school , and im still not getting use to it , Not getting use to the tiredness of waking up early.
Hais :(:( badbadbad experience. I totally feel so tired in school. totally no mood of studying.
Finally tomorrow its wed . Weekdays gonna be over soon. Yeah ! i cant wait for it. All my classmates are good people , like vivian , and all the others. HAHAHHAHAHAHA
Thanks classmates , but of course i love w45A still. Have been having lunch with pingpong and netballers. Even after school i also meet up with pingpong at her class. I like it..

I also make new friend with Pingpong friend , like cai luan && joel. HAHAHAH , Both of them is the best. Let me tell you more about them.

Like cai luan , she's damn funny , she's our MIMI YAN gang de. Cause her eyes also small small de , and she can clique with us. Best of all is that she fetch us to woodlands interchange today. She's a good friend. I will want to know her more sooner or later.
Like Joel , He's a lame guy i guess , Quite soft spoken. during break cant hear what he say at all de. Super boring de. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH , but as long as that person can take it can le. hahahahah

So today had game at nyp , den Pingpong and Jocelyn.N send me there and also supported me. Poor both of them being accuse as spies. I'm sorry !
Ohya , again i fell down at NYP court , stupid NYP . I dont like at all. Previously was my knee swollen andand now was being step on my left wrist.
(imagine i shooting airball udner the pole )
Tomorrow selection hopefully its better , I cant even take a cup andand alsoalso super strengthless on my left wrist. I hope one day of rest i will be better cause i want to be able to shoot and to prove everybody wrong..

So i have to put in my shots , give myself no stress. I should not be pressurize at all. Once nervous i will push the ball and i'm dead... HAHAHHAHAHAHA !
So ya , lets forget everything and just put in our best. I love it.. Pingpong lets work hard together and beat the rest down. 14 position , sure 2 will be belong to us!
GOODLUCK everybody !

2009-10-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

Another Training Day
Super strategic oneoneoneoneone ! really dying soon. Too many things to remember !:):):):)
Finally i met up with dearest Jocelyn.N today. I super happy , happy till i dont know how to xpress it.

So ya i went to school early all cause of her leh ! see how good as a friend i'm. So ya training was quite tiring.
Especially when come to jumping jacks. I just cant do well in that , cause i never learn it before. And i have bad coordinations.
andand oh ya , i think my shooting percentage is really bad , very bad. Even tony say about my shots.
We did 5 men defence again , and new defence now the defending side. So there's alot of strategies to remember. Its damn tiring.
I cant feel my knee now , its damn pain after being hit by the ball && another blueblack before one is recover. bad bad bad ! not gonna make it soon

Next week will be eliminating 2 more players. I just hope i'm not in the 4 please.
Shots need to be there before i can think of getting in polite ! and i told myself if my shooting percentage is still lower than expected i will withdraw from polite team !
Thanks sam for the encouragement today ! I love you
Thanks Jocelyn.N for your encouragement off court when we have dinner , on MSN ! how can i not love you ! cant wait to see you now ! i love you !
To sum it up , I love netballers !
andand , my new class E36J , same level and block as my Jocelyn.N and dearest becca. LOVE IT !
excited over it.. andand today i saw my long lost bitch kaiying. big hug for her and there goes my day..

2009-09-30T22:38:00.004+08:00

See we are loving right ?? TOTONGILOVEYOU !

My grumpy face when i dont get to see jocelyn.N for one day. I'm so addicted to her lar ! i miss her to the max now. Super grumpy now. GIRL , miss you lar !

See how much i love sonia now. HAHAHHAAHA This is Vivien yuan (YUAN LAI) hahahahah , she's a lovely senior , always give me last warning de ! hahaha ...

My sleeping partner YEELING ! she damn caring de horx ! This is ping pong ( sam GOH ) hahaha , she's a damn lovely person. Thanks for the encouragement for the past 4 days in KL and also thanks for being caring. I love you lar ! hmmm , andand samsam let work hard together. Remember what we promise each other ah ? we say we must work hard and achieve what we want right ?

Part of the pictures for my KL trip with rp netballers.

So ya , there are pictures of my lovely team. All after the game , and 2 photos with our dearest malaysia opponents.

2009-09-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

This gonna be a long post , therefore i post some pictures for you all , so that you wont get bored.

This are all long due photos. Photos for malaysia trip KL will be uploaded another day ok ?

Pictures above are all with beloved Jocelyn Ng && her niece. The laughter they brought to me can be seen in the pictures above. Enjoy the pictures.

Day 1 in Kuala Lumpur

Stayed over at Aidah's place. Was the first to sleep && last to wake up like usual.

So bathed and prepare ourselves for the trip. Aidah's dad drove us down to school sports complex. Super tired at first. Fill in white cardd & off we go to KL.

Had a 6 hours long journey , was alone all the way cause Dearest Jocelyn Ng was not there. But i still quite happy as we are going as a team now. I just love all netballers so much. Like nothing is able to explained it !

So we reached the hotel around 3.30pm , stayed in this hotel called Radius International Hotel , We went back to hotel to change to training attire && to unpack our stuffs and met faz over at level 4 which is the carpark for our light training , so we had training till around 5plus. SUICIDES & SUICIDES & SUICIDES AGAIN. Super tireddd.. After our training , went back hotel to bathe and change & off we went for dinner at the chicken rice restaurant as a team. I ate asam laksa with Sam pingpong !

Faz gave us around an hour of shopping time , so we went for groceries shopping. Went to giant to get all the tidbits & instant noodles. , chocolates & drinks. Loads of things lar. I just love Rp netballers !

So after which went back hotel got this debrief thingy at faz room. so we actually had this group discussion thingy about the objectives of the trip && what we want to achieve after the trip.

Super funny lar , especially the water parade time , only me , meimei , And haha know what so funny about it.

Went back to room after the debrief , Talked to yeeling awhile , disturb kimo a while and off i went to sleep. Slept damn early cause i want time to pass faster so that i could see Jocelyn Ng as fast as possible.

I super miss Jocelyn Ng a that time

Day 2 in Kuala Lumpur
Woke up early in the mornign , bathe , changed to training tee && off we went for training in the carpark again. Boring yo ! Training in the morning was super tired.

After training we went to have our breakfast. Breakfast was fine. After breakfast we went back hotel for a quick rest , and have to go to faz rroom for the team activities le. Before that in the room i was like super grumpy. Keep banging on the bed asking what time , when is Jocelyn Ng reaching. My poor sleeping partner was being stress by me.

So do 2 activities. AND GUESS WHAT. in the midst of the 2nd activities , Jocelyn Ng came. I super happy. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA....

I shouted at her name and super excited. Got video on our activities , shall show you when Jocelyn Ng send us.

After which , super happy , partly cause JocelynNg is finally here.

Lunched with the team at the prata shop. Ate prata with Jocelyn Ng , shared with her and photos taking sessions started.

After lunched we went over to the hotel && waited for the bus to go for our paintball activity. super fun right ????? lol :):):):):) at first super want to play paintball but the rain make us feel turn off to play paintball cause all of us wearing new shoes. LOL :):):)..

But after which all of us still play. The gun super scary andand the pallots super pain when being hit. Alot of us have bruises after which. My team got yeeling , Jocelyn ng , sonia , ran , elaine , lihui , seri and vivien, sorry if i miss out any of you. They were great , i was hiding all the time , anyhow shooting But end up i get shot while hiding , i dont know how did that happen.

After paintball we went back to hotel , bathe and out for dinner with the team and coach as well. Had the roti naan opposite our hotel. After dinner i think we have another hour to shop again. Super rushedd ! we shop as fast as we could andand went back hotel for meeting after which. Stupid Jocelyn Ng bought alot of things lar. So the briefing , coach had assignments for us. We had to do it and present it the next day. so was divided into 2 groups. After the briefing we had our discussion together till around 12am. Jocelyn Ng did not dare to sleep so she came to my room and we hug and sleep together. Super love her can. i miss her like hell the previous day.

Day 3 in kuala lumpur

Woke up early in the morning , change to our sports bra for swimming session. So went down swimming pool to meet the team. Stretching and down into the water. did loads of lame things. The worst was the sit up in the pool. Super hard and tough. But manage to complete it. So not that bad though.

After swimming , went for breakfast again. After breakfast we went back and bathe as fast as we could , went to faz room to hand up the assignments coach gave. So after the briefing we went to take the bus and go to help universitiy for the game. So the game was not really that good. Everybody did their best except for me. I was super down. I did not manage to put in my shots and my run are hestitating. I want to do well. but i dont knw why things turn like that.

Coach was quite disappointed in me. I quite sad though. Anyway , drop tears cause i really super sad that my shots cant make it. thanks sam for comsoling me leh. I love her also.

So jocelyn also console me , thanks girl .i love ya loads.

We went over to chinatown in KL to shop after the game. so shop around and bought alot of thigns. Jocelyn bought alot of things as well. LOL :):):):).

went back hotel , rushed to get our dinner settled and was supposed to get everything done in and hour and to faz room , so super rushed , we rush to bathe and rush down to get dinner. Packet up to faz room to eat. we stink up the whole room totally. After the briefing back to room andand this time round , Jocelyn and me sle[t together again. But in her room. So my room was empty. Super fun lar. I miss Jocelyn Ng but get to sleep with her so quite fun.

Day 4 in Kuala Lumpur

Woke up even earlier. Prepare , breakfast and went down for our game at much university. So we won again. I lost confidence in shooting for the game. Keep passing to yeeling to shoot. Sorry. alot people keep encourage me to shoot but i dont dare. Thanks everybody && sorry as well. I will do my very best the next time. shall improve on my confidence level and also m shots.

And after the game some conflicts happen. Dearest Jocelyn Ng cried cause of her play and some other things.

( girl ah , dont cry so much okok ? remember i will always be there. Dont worry so much )

funniest part is the part that we went back hotel to bathe , eveerybody dont have the key to go in cause we are suppos to check out at 12 noon but end up we went to extend the time.

Long journey again. Eat sleep and eat sleep again. Reached singapore around 7pm. Super tired..

Went dinner with kimo , aidah , seri , jocelyn ng , yeeling and also jesie kaur. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA....

Super fun again, we gossipsss again. && after which went to slack and off we go home..

( now i miss all the netballers , i mean all ah , no preference. && i super sad , wont be able to see jocelyn ng maybe till friday. I will be missing her man ! Cause she will be having NCAP , and i will be working and training ! Deareest girl , please takecares okok ?? )

Thanks netballers for the past 4 meaningful days. I lvoe you all lar..

ohya , and faz video cam got one part is me and Jocelyn Ng hugging for long. HAHAHAHHAA. LOL lehh !

2009-09-24T02:36:00.002+08:00

So basically my day is make up of natalyn ( jo niece ) , Jo and also netball training lo

this is how i spend my day

Met up with jo and her niece at ljs at amk. Ate and jo niece did her homework and we went to library , help her niece take bad and her niece took my bad, see the pics on top. cool right.

denden , went down woodland send her cute little niece home. she played with me the whole way. at first she shy to take pic with me den after which she keep asking me take pic le , den bully me , den we bbt together.

Went for training , fitness not that bad except for ultra knee pain when walking and all.

Court training , coach was damn fierce i tell you. even in car he also very fierce. hahaha joking lar.

he say he will try using not fierce tone to talk to me see how is the best way to make me absorb.

thanks coach.

He meant well after all....

Fried rice with jo and home home home.

many things happen recently. manymany , netballers are no longer netballers that hang around together le. i quite sad when all this things happen. i really sad really sad , how to makethings better , i dont know. who will know how sad i'm man ! nobody , really nobody...

GOODBYE SHAWN TEE , out of my life. seriously i meant it.

Thanks jeron for the accompanion last night , he accompany me till 5am. he really make me laugh cause i told him i'm sad. thanks boy ! yuo this crazy crazy , dumb dumb , blur blur. hahaha.

remember what i told you ? treat girls better ookok ? dont be like the one you tell me yest. you know who i meant. and he quite smart , he know who make me sad. stay cute yo !

and lasttly , i must really thanks the girl who love electricity , cause i love her also

I LOVE JNGT lar. love you love you . dont need write so long for her cause she's receiving love present from me tomorrow....

2009-09-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

Although today got nothing with school netball and work , but still manage to meet up with dearest girl (superb) after my nyp game.

So she actually forget to pass me thumbdrive again , but she send me some to let me post first.

So do we look alike in those pictures ?? LOL. we are sister. We are twin. Some people say we are twin. HAHHAA , really joke right? alot say we are sister.

Anyway , todya nyp game really bad. LOL. cause i before the game already have mixed feelings of the game le.

But i still continued to play , and really first quart i clash with one of the nyp player and fell on my injured knees.

I nearly cry siol. But super pain

Knees now swollen , difficulty walking. Tomorrow having fitness again. HAIS !

Anyway , superb i love you leh !

I hint him on bubble tea but he dont get it , i sadded !

2009-09-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

finally have time to rest for the week.
I'm so so so happy , i think i need loads of rest. Totally need more rest.

Sorry about not having pictures because jocelyn yet to send me any photos leh
She too busy le.

So today worked at 10am-5pm , did not manage to sleep the whole night. I was super tired in the morning , but struggled to meet up with kengbooon && jocelyn , rushed to work. Changed , received loads of msges fromm THE J'S.

I super happy cause i got to know the best 4 J's.
Guess who are they. really fated to know the J's.

learn to pop popcorns which resulted in me smelling like popcorns all over , everybody noticed it.
Rushed down to training cause there is something wrong with jocelyn counter ! therefore , her mum came to drive us down. I slip and fall even without being in the game. && when in the game i felll again. Super pain yo. my hand numb cant shoot properly but i think also partly no confidence.
My knee hurt when we are walking over to coach's car.
Super pain can , i think i cant afford to injured it anymore , it will be bad if i injured it again...

i must say sorry to Dearest yeeling , kimo && aidah leh. cause we left without them again. I'm sorry , i know you all angry but i'm still sorry.
coach say alot in the car , i must better catch up my shots all.
Shall try out new skills tomorrow during nyp game.
went dinner with jocelyn , she damn it de. we talk until veyr hapy den somethings happen , i feel so helpless at that point of time. I could not do anything to help her. I feel so sorry. I hope she's feeling better.
SUPERB LOVE YA OK ? better take cares , tomorrow dont go anywhere , rest at home yo !
Like we say we will always be there for eachother.

Sorry for neglecting all the other netballers due to work. I know after working i actually very tired den got no time to meet up with other netballers. They suppose to meet up tomorrow but i actually have to give it a miss again cause i'm having physio. I'm srry friends. I love ya all still. I will just fin dout one day for you all de. Dont angry le okok ??

2009-09-21T05:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAVEMAN TOH !

super sleepy , someone save me please.....

2009-09-19T03:22:00.002+08:00

i've finally gotten rid of you !
JOCELYN NG , sister leh , we are twins ? nah , dont be it !
ok , malaysia trip the room allocating is out , and true enough i knew i wont be with jocelyn de. NEVERMIND , forget it. I dont f-king care. I still got to talk with her can le.
She know that i'm playing so hard for netball cause i love the sports & cause i dont want disappoint her. LOL.
So even if i dont get a chance to play with her anymore but i will still put in my very best right ?

Anyway , i now gonna concentrate on my new crush ! no more STJK. it's time to let go correct ?
ok , at least now i dont need to worry so much on meeting braveman ! uncle toh , faster come meet me yo !
& ohya , i know jocelyn surely will be there for me when i'm trying hard to forget shawn. cause she know it will be good if i'm able to forget him.

&& i love my crush :):):) cant wait to see him again !

2009-09-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

this post not trying to be emo or what ah.

Anyway first lets say about my new friends at work. WOW , JOHN tan is a nice guy man! he joke with me & always bully me as well But enjoy & happy to know him. Hello John Tan.

So life have been not very good. Netball is giving me problem.
All netball netball & netball.
I totally agree with people saying about now all netballers going 2 by 2 , hais :(:(:(
I can see it also..
But i dont know what to do.
I want thing to be back to the old place , i dont wnat any changes in it.
I WANT BACK ELAINE NG , I WANT JOCELYN NG , I WANT KIMO ONG , I WANT TOH YEELING , I WANT ANGE , I WANT JESIE , I WANT AIDAH , I WANT EVERYBODY THAT IS ONCE WITH ME.

when i'm down you guys are always there with me, i wont want to lose you all at all.
Jocelyn also have been great throughout. Without her i dont know how to live without you all.
without her encouragement && accompanion i dont know how to forget and give up on shawn. WIthout her loads of things would not been done.
Likewise , without kimo & elaine & all the others things will be so different now.

I hope you all know !

2009-09-17T01:49:00.002+08:00

work = fun !
Total fun , today make new friend again , azzrul & john & finally talk to rachel and some others lar.
Laugh like mad at work. Stupid john really joker. we laugh at some jokes jocelyn make. Like the AMEX thingy ? right jocelyn ?
You know i never knew work is so fun but tired before. I mean as in every work i went to is so so so fun. With friends that i know.
Jocelyn bought me laughter throughout work , Bought me fun & joy & fats. She always tempt me to eat drink eat drink. Now i'm growing fatter.
Finally tomorrow going to cut down fats with her at hougang stadium. Goodbye my fats. Say no more to you all. Dont come near me anymore. I must make it a must to workout everyweek. Almost twice.
I dont care ! its a must.
ANDAND , queensway tomorrow to shop. Money gonna fly away like nobody business

Today in Tony car , he laughed at me leh. He say i easy cold all. Super funny. Den say people who sleep with me will definitely have no blankets.

Jocelyn Ng Guat Ting : please take care of your knees yo ! :):):) dont over stress it anymore ok ? i love you lar. thanksfor being there always. i wont emoemo de.

Alice Ng : sorry for neglecting you , but nevertheless you are the best still. LOVE YA !

Kimo Ong : love ya also.

Everybody : love ya !
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2009-09-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

I love my sister !
we are the LYN family you know ?
today work was fun , total fun.
I tell you all those malay are friendly , like my trainer , syakir , and joce trainer , The amirah ! damn funny , joker. Mine super joker. He kept on laughing at me serving customer, den i keep laughing as well. damn funny lar. HAHAHAHAHHAA
Den make friend with rahman , hafiz , and i i think hilmi ? forget the name lar. Quite alot people lar.
So jocelyn lie to the hafiz saying we are sister , real blood some more. But diff father. And everybody believe leh
Even hafiz call us lyn's. LOL.
So today was total fun lar. I make new friends and i'm happy with life now.
Thanks jocelyn ! i love you for spending time with me.
HAHAHHA , i'm looking forward to see joce again ! loveyaloveya !
WORK WORK WORK.

basketball with weetat , yk & cg , i think i jump and landed wrongly , ankle is damn pain when i uses force. But i hope it's nothing serious. Really pain leh.

2009-09-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

pictures for the mix & match carnival leh ! finally can upload yo !

the first pic is me and jocelyn trying to act like the kidznet poster

Quite alike lar..

HMmm , today game not that bad. I think quite fun , but i played badly i think.

I dont know why coach think i did well.

anyway , malaysia trip confirmed , yeah !

happy ...

no mood to blog cause things happen just to fast..

2009-09-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

sunday morning , woke up super early leh.
cause having this mixed carnival with KS & joce & liyi & the mr teo.
So we had loads of fun , reluctant to wake up , but jocelyn actually switch off her aircon.
so i woke up bathed && down to kallang
Warm-up & very fast first round clear by us , Good game play also.
We did our best ya ! lose by one ball in the semis therefore fight for third and fourth.
Won third afterall , and yeahhyeahh ! got money. So g-force money came from the prize of this carnival.
I totally motivated for the last game , ust to get third for the money. First time got money lehh ... HAPPY HAPPY !!!!!

Bugis && wisma with kimo , aidah && jocelyn. Days and time spend with them is definitel worthwhile && of course full of laughter.
Never fail to laugh with them around.
Jocelyn && me damn excited for tomorrow. Guess is what okok ?
ANDAND , thanks kimo & aidah & jocelyn for always being my source of laughter...

Ohya , i forget what i want to post cause some idiotic people spoil my day , but some people make my day as well...

2009-09-13T01:28:00.001+08:00

thanks jocelyn ng for being there when i'm down
everything's over.
I treat people the way you all treat me yo ! dont expect me to change for you. I change for myself. I dont change for people.
Trust whoever you want. it's your choice.

Now at jocelyn house emoemo liaos.. jocelyn rocks my socks.

2009-09-12T19:20:00.003+08:00

Life with joce is totally full of photos. I shall upload most of it for you all.

Later when i reach joce house i shall post the photos on the rp carnival && also some long overdue photos like ermmm , farewell session for yl they all. AND AND one of the training day

2009-09-12T18:00:00.002+08:00

My first pic with Birthday boy !

2009-09-12T02:07:00.002+08:00

Some things changes as times goes by
friends come and go in life , like some gone but some came to replace them & you will realise they are much more better people.
I dont know what ya thinking. I hate the way you act , i hate the attitude you are giving.
You are losing me not cause of you not interacting much with us is the attitude you gave.
You took me for granted Which was seen by everybody
I thanks you for always looking good in other people eyes & i'm always the one giving you attitude when you're the one. I'm glad now i dont really need to care about what other says cause i'm use to it
Ask your A* T** dont think always i'm the one making you angry. come on , i dont angry often but i got my own life yo ! I also got my own temper.
Not for you all to make use of

Relationship is the worst. You took me for granted & i also took you for granted. I'm glad i'm no longer stuck in it anymore

Finally i leave out of all these things. Unhappy things Are nearly coming to an end. I felt so happy with the accompanion of joce and Kimo , i no longer think of how other feels. As long as you all dont take me granted i will treat you good in return .

Why do all good things come to an end ?????

2009-09-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

NAH , pictures of cute shawn ! Happy birthday once again. WAH , in my blog i wishes him 3 times. He so so so important yo !

2009-09-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

Jocelyn Superb && kimo Ong came my house stay last night.
We went over to Shawn's birthday celebration at pasir ris before that.

Had loads og hotdogs over there.

Some unhappy things happen. I tell you , i trust friendship no more. Now as long as jocelyn superb & kimo is there i think i'm happy enough yo !

Anyway , maybe i'm just joking maybe i'm not.

Came back home , jocelyn & kimo ate my bread again. Now going no more le leh. Sad siol..

Slept around 3plus while jocelyn & kimo slept earlier. Msg-ed shawn all the way. Quite funny.

&& he really likes the towel. shall show you all some other day.

There will definitely be pictures of the birthday boy with some of us. LOL.

i will upload everything by tonight ok ? to facebook and some up on blog..... No worries ya !

Thanks kimo && jocelyn for always being there

Sat night will be at jocelyn house.
Sunday will be mix & match !

the 3 o us like no house like that siol....

LASTLY , happy birthday SHAWN

2009-09-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN TEE ! :):):)
pics will be up tmr

2009-09-10T01:49:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Rp netballers yo !

Ohya i got loads of long due photos , I will upload once i get it from JocelynNg , she took all the pics but never send me. No worries i make sure she send me on sat....

Will upload by this week ya..

have alot of photos with jocelyn ng lar. Life have been hectic , and of course thanks kimo , LOVE & jocelyn for always being there leh.

Today training totally cock up for me lar. I think i totally stress up.

&& guess what i totally have to thanks KEKE ! my super vice captain.

She funny before training when we doing warm up.

then when serious came she consoled me. Thanks ya!

The 5 men defence for a totally fuck up thing for me. Cause i got slow reaction && my legs dont move. I really get scolded until scare cause i know i cant do it.

Changed me out which i knew it. Cool myself down , listen to what keke told me. She say watch && see. I sat down think hard what i can do. Think how i can improve. && the second time i get on court i think i manage to intercept 2 balls. Praised by tony. *happyhappy*

thanks jocelyn for shouting so loud "nice one EDER * !i heard it ah!

Thank tony for pushing me && finally i manage to intercept some balls. Thanks KEKE for the encouragement ya ! THANKS LAR !

i think tomorrow gonna rocks like totally ya ! shall tell you all why some other days !

&& i realise 26th sep is so so so near liaos ! i quite looked forward but before i go there the next 2 weeks of training or rather the leftover dates of training , i must really buck up ah ! COME ON EDER ! I think people need to work hard but i need work xtra hard in order to keep my position there. PLEASE!

2009-09-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

I regretted being in a relationship with him, cause if i did not , we may be real good friends now , not like now , we dont talk that much , we dont have a topic to talk. Worst is , he dont even talk to me. I REGRETTED :(.
I super want to leave sports club le , not cause of him lar. I think i totally not that socialable to make new friends though. && commitment is high.
I want a transfer of school if i really got the chance. I dont think i can be able to continue to survive in RP , && i want to study overseas. DONT WANNA STAY singapore anymore.

BUT STILL IN SINGAPORE I HAVE MY DEAREST SUPERB , KIMO & LOVE BEING THERE.
so not that bad though.

Today pesta sukan , suppose to reach early to watch superb game , but i'm sorry cause i overslept. I LOVE YOU though !
LOL :)
Zenith Alpha had a good fight against Zenith Ace. HAHHA , no joke ah.
&& congrats to SUPERB && ZENITH ACE FOR GETTING CHAMPS.
Ohya , && also pictures will be up soon. when coach Jo && superb send me.
hmmmmm Coach Jo && brenda praise Superb having nice spilts && good shots. They say superb is a real good player. They even took pics and video of 19 combined. SEE !

After pesta we had Team Dinner && ate at Tony Roma's. Me && alice shared ribs && chicken breast , wahseh , yummy. Super full now !but i miss bubble tea. Shall have it tomorrow ,i dont care.

superb really play damn well today leh. She really gets up a level in my heart. Cause i really admire her lar. Her spilts really superb you all know. OHMYGOD. But still take care of your knee , see her keep doing those spilts i also heart pain siol , cause like super pain can ? ohdear !
&& i really happy to know her you all know. Cause she's someone who can share things with, who will always be there for && also i love going her house stay lar. FUNFUNFUN..
SORRY SUPERB TODAY NEVER GO OVER YOUR HOUSE. next week ok ? we stay so near want meet sure can de. MISSYA , LOVEYA !

tomorrow 7.30am for carnival in school again.
TIRED ! JOCELYNNG , meet tomorrow ok?

2009-09-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

One word to describe everything , EXHAUSTED.

I'm a totally tired && aching && whatsoever person now. Not enough sleep at all.
Me , love && superb actually late for today's carnival. But wasn't that late as well.
LOVE did registration while me && superb went for umpiring. So at first me && superb keep pairing up but after which meimei give a schedule && me & jocelyn did not have a chance to pair up again.
The carnival also like quite alot of school. I think can say it's a success. But it's super tiring lar. Like we umpire must run here run there , && we stand till our late pain. Den finally break && rotation. Now i'm aching like mad && dont feel good at all.
Tomorrow still having pesta leh. Ohya , && congrats to bowen for getting in second round yo !

had a chat with sgs-ians && coach Jo. Still deciding about the umpiring course. Should i go ?aiya , idont know siol.
Dont feel like wasting coach money at all leh.

I think i have not enough time to spend for myself , i need to do my sprints regularly because i've a pair of slow and heavy legs. I gonna buck up.
Shawn's present yet to be done. Got the towel but yet to print it up. Shit man ! life sucks.
Thursday is his birthday le , can time just stop now.
Tomorrow waking up at 8am , supporting jocelyn's game && maybe go watch shawn's game for like 2 quart && leave there.

I'm going to sleep nownownow ! goodnight peeps . I hate people msging me in the middle of the night.

2009-09-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

Currently : Superb house :):)

HAPPY HAPPY , i swear i'm coming to stay whenever i got the time to stay here.
Her house is damn cool lar. Although we spend like doing nothing here but at least the accompanion of LOVE && SUPERB is great. Totally keep my mind out of thinking.

Ohya , today goodie bag packing really fuck up. TIRED :( .
Tomorrow will be umpiring , last min decison. So shall do my best , hopefully won't get curse. I scare

Today game with SRC was fine , i quite happy that I finally improved. Thanks superb for the encouragement && also the advise from her.
Confidence && always keep my mind off everything && focus on the game.
I did it , i think i played quite well though. Thanks tony for putting me a level up .
Eder please dont drop down from there.....

Dinner with Republic netballers. So much laughter. Now i know nothing is much more important than netball + Republic netballers. Whereas without them maybe my laughter will be lesser..

Relationship = NOTHING
Team Republic = Everything
SUPERB && LOVE = PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME :):):)
WITH ALL OF THE ABOVE = wonderful life.

Pictures will be up when Superb upload it. && i totally having loads of nonsense with Superb && of course not to forget my DEAREST love !
Need be in school by 7am. Ohdear. should sleep soon. But currently LOVE talking to her bern && Superb doing her love letters && EDER updating blog.

2009-09-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA !

Woke up damn early. FEVER not yet okok yet.

I just go for the sentosa cuase i dont want miss out the fun.

Due to me taking my own sweet time , i was late as usual.

We tanned from like 12pm ? i think . PLayed netball , 'MONKEY' and volleyball. Loads of stuffs lar.

I sososo happy... :):):):)

cause long time since we last went to sentosa. At first i quite emo leh , cause i realise he don't even want to talk to me now. But now i'm happy. He did talk to me. Thanks ah.

left at around 4plus. quite lame though. I was super burnt ! Mummy super angry. I promise her not to go under the sun cause of fever and also she say later got skin cancer.

But i really prevented myself from going under for alot of time. But end up i'm super burnt

Went to bathe && pictures time , wanted to took with YY and shawn but too bad. Next time bah.

hais :):):). Went EAT to eat our late lunch. Super disgusting. Down to queensway. Elaine bought her FBT && i went to ikea.

Walked over to queenstown to take train && down to tp for training. I must tell you all i really have bad time management. Reached tp at around 8.30pm, sad leh.

I went there straight do court game. played 4 quarter of GA. super tiring.

1st && 2nd quarter i totally play badly. I sucks

Coach Jo say , eder you must not force your way in the semi D , do some change in direction. You must be strong. Not cause connie bang you den you keep moving. Hold her.

Hais :):) coach JO is not wrong , i'm wrong , i too weak for netball le seriously. Always people bang me den i start to be scare. WTH am i doing.

Eric say : Eder you must be confidence of your shots , dont hestitate to shoot. Once you hesitate you lose out. If the shooting position is within your shooting range den you shall shoot , stop looking for other options. I know your shots can make it.

I super super make coach Jo and Coach eric down. I'm sorry. Last but not least i make myself feel so sad. Nevertheless , why am i sad so not concentrating ? so not focusing ? Alot of things is occupying my mind. Talked to kimo && superb about it & superb say mind over body. she say i should put everything aside during training . I shall listen. I dont want it to affect my performance on court.

I can swear to you guys , this few days netball training is the first time i never laugh or smile on court. I'm losing myself , my mind is super occupied && thinking about other things rather than netball training. Hopefully tomorrow i'm able to perform

Thanks Coach Jo for sponsoring me & alice to umpiring course. She gave us as birthdya pressie , of course we have things in return. :):)

Tomorrow staying at Superb house. YIPPPEEE , happyhappy...

SHAWN TEE , GOOD FRIENDY okok ???

2009-09-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

DEAREST LONG LOST FRIEND , although she stay the block beside me.

See how noob i'm. I look like nerd. Beside me is melissa kanaiya. she is love.

TERRIBLE TERRIBLE. :(:(:(:(:(

I'm sure people will ask why.

I will tell you..

Remember me saying fever yesterday. My fever goes up && down.

Mummy and Daddy gets worry , so went over to CGH at 6am before bro went for the camp.

So i had this stupid vaccination injection , the doctor say is for preventing virus and immune system stronger.

So after the injection , i still had another for the fever. I cry like mad. I have this phobia of seeing needles :(:(:(.

Had a hard time totally. Call up elaine to acc. her. Den i complained it to her.

Training was resume && i rushed all the way. Late for training. Saw HAHA on bus and she disturb me cause i'm late.

rushed over to court && warm up den do drills with everybody.

Fun time with netballers. Especiall my SAM 'LEE' which i thought was. But was suppose to be SAM 'GOH'.

Damn funny , but i did very badly today. Totally demoralised. Keep getting scolded. The worst was TONY say " you play GA in your club & you are playing like this here" i quite sad. I dont know what was the things that keeping my mind occupied. I totally cant concentrate on court. Losing confidence again.

EDEREDER , confidence ! CONcentrate.

Tony say we are confirm to go to malaysia trip on 26sep to 30th sep. 3 games. YEAHH !

Going overseas with love & superb le. LOVELY.......... && i suddenly felt so scary at training cause TONY touches my butt for the second time. I really keeping a distance from him now....

Dinner with bern , love & superb. Went home by train with superb. took to amk.

Saw melissa on bus. Long lost friend. LOVE her totally.

Shall meet up with her again soon..

GREAT day. TOMORROW 9am must wake up , some kind soul please wake me up.

FEVER please go down lar ! i want to go sentosa tomorrow de. ARGH !

SENTOSA and after which training....

2009-09-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

ELAINE , my love. She is my love , we had so much nonsense together. So much fun together. We play all sorts of things together. Hang out together. Getting closer as days goes by. Although we quarreled at times but we still are as good as ever. Thanks for being there when i'm down , when i'm injured. LOVES ! :):):):):):):)......

JESIE KAUR. She damn funny can ? I super miss her. I think it's long since i last saw her cause of her having the stupid driving thing. Without her like no fun , nobody to disturb. JESIE FASTER come back lar.......

THIS IS ME when i'm super happy and high.

First round of pesta sukan at kallang netball centre. I think this is when our break start. I played like 4 games before that. Super tiring due to the blazing sun. But without failed , my dearest netballers ( the usual gang ) manage to keep me happy and full of laughter whole day.
I totally manage to have this smile on my face is cause of Rp netballers. They are great people i tell you. They will never ever make me sad , never ever make me cry , never ever disappoint me. thanks babes !

The lovely cliques who are always there for me. Who stand by me when i'm down. Went to support all the games i have. Give me support to let me have more confidence.

And of course this is my Superb Jocelyn , the one who i admire most in her netball skills. I'm totally proud of her. She have good skills , great character & of course a friend that you should have. She always there to encourage me when i have no confidence. Teaches me what i should do when i don't know how to. Thanks superb. I love ya.

KIMO ONG , my dearest senior leh. She rocks lar. Forever there for me. Although she love bullying me but i know she's a caring person towards everybody. With her confirm will smile the whole day. With her confirm willl have things to talk. But at times she's really fierce lar. She talk to me when she know i super down cause of Shawn. I really glad that she's always there.

Last night , nearly cry my heart out. But lucky i did not. Quarreled with shawn again.
Alrighty , its my fault , i deserve it. I realised my mistakes too late le. I see him treat me so good i really damn touched can ?Like for example during the chalet , he cover jacket for me. He asked whether i'm cold. I super happy. Thanks ah. How can i say i don't love you , if i say i'm really lying. But i lie is my fault , nobody to blame. I shall face the consequences. Really great knowing you. Mummy console me last night , elaine console me last night ,Alice console me as well , lily also.
I thanks you all totally.

Mummy agreed with me having tattoo , thanks mummy ! She see me so sad she quite sad as well , she see me cant get to sleep she quite down. She see me keep nose bleed she super worried. She promised end of year , taiwan and japan trip. Thanks mummy , i have the best mummy ever. She talk to me about shawn. I know i should stay strong cause i've a lovely family there with me.

Training tomorrow canccell. Ask me out man...
Thurs - sentosa morning , 7.30pm training at Tp , no excuse to skip it.
fri - Game at Sport school.
Sat - School carnival
Sun- Watched superb and shawn's game , && have my second round pesta ,den dinner with zenithians.

Lastly , i will always remember you. :)

2009-09-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

LOVELOVE - Last long with bern ok ?I love ya , and thanks for always being there.

Dearest , hopefully its gonna last. ILY lar.

Farewell session for my 2 dearest girl . YEELING and ANGE. Mos burger. I mess up.
Saw pri friend which is aidah friend as well.
Training was sucky. Sprints sprints sprints. and endurance.
Endured the whole training with just 12 persons.
I love netballers.

After which , dinner with netball girls . Train down to heeren.
Then to amk. And met up with braveman for a drink and have a heart to heart talk.
Home after which , was quite scare on bus cause got this uncle sat super near to me when i move to other seats he followed.
Wanted to ask shawn to accompany me but apparently he seems relunctant. I'm sorry to disturb you at times.
Saw the SC joyce i think..

Thurs i'm going for the sentosa i think.
Shawn's birthdya i wont miss it
Thanks AUNTY HUIMIN for the zoo job. hope can get in.

Pressie for shawn should start preparing soon, cheesecake must be a success.

Sunday game please be at 2pm , i want to watch shawn's game at 11am. PLEASE.
I will surely go and watch cause i really miss him.
I also hope sunday he will be there for my game. :(:(:(

2009-08-31T01:33:00.003+08:00

from 1am waited till now.
Still waiting .
super tired. eyes closing. No choice. I want to wait.

nose bleed again . 5th day. when will it come to an end. I'm not feeling great at all.
weather is giving me problem. Nose is giving me problem.

2009-08-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

I'm happy cause 2908 is great..
Yesterday was flag day. Walked towards alot places with elaine and our sticker man- nicholas ng.
We earn quite alot compared to netballers.
Left around 4pm , tried to train to as fast as i can and cab down to SBC.
Game was not that bad. Good game there though. AND , saw yanny. Long time no see her le. Miss her.
Quite happy to see her. Even he wave to her during the game. Damn funny....
Alrighty , after which home.

TADA ! nothing much. HANGOVER WAS NICE.

*2908 is WOOHOOOOOO....

2009-08-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

EDER , really wanna cherish him so muchhy now !
WHYWHYWHY ?

2009-08-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet.
DADDY && MUMMY complaining about my panda eyes !
I had a bad day today. Alot of things happen...
Wanted to tell him but i think he's sick of listening..
TODAY TOTAL SUCK UP DAY !
First is on bus 88 , stupid people. They nearly make me burst out scolding lar. Lucky i care about my image.
Complain to cousin about it, and due to being angry , i neglected him . Forget to say bye to him. I flet so guilty.
:(:(:(:(:(
second is some misudnerstanding , shall not elaborate..
Third is he still dont understand me && i still dont understand him....

Tomorrow i want go watch his game , i really want. I mean it. I'm determined to go.
PLease , let me leave early for the flag day , i gonna come up with one thousand reasons.

**** I think here is the best communication with youu !
**** I dont know how to ask you face to face. DO YOU REALLY STILL LIKE ME ? I'm so determined to give up on you , cause i dont want to irritate you. But chalet really sucks big time, make me change my mind again. I regretted going to the chalet.. TOTALLY. if not maybe , or somehow , i wont be pestering you anymore. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ???
Like i say i see you treat other girls so good , den i jealous , i understand how you say me last time , totally understooded. I understand the feeling. If only i can stop thinking about everyday , but i cant , like somehow after the chalet i start thinking of you again.

ERRRR , you KNOW LS ?

2009-08-27T22:13:00.002+08:00

Currently : In chalet.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shall tell you all about yesterday. Training was suckyy....
Suppose to be selection for the polite team but end up tony only eliminate 1 person.
Is it suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing ???
I also dont know lehh. But i hope its a good thing.
I was chosen in as a shooter so i need a shift in the position cause i know i got lower chance to get in as a shooter in the next selection
EDER , SHALL WORK HARD for her next position WA......
And oh ya , for yesterday selection i want to thanks jocelyn alot alot alot , and alot man !
With her around feel much more secure , although she look fierce but she have good intention.
Playing with her totaly comfort man ! I felt that the flow was much more better when playing with her.
I admire her totally. SUPERB JOCELYN thanks alot , and i love you ! thanks for being patient.
TOUCHEDDD RIGHT ????

Den went for the proposal with the sports clubber. Was bad cause i was feeling tired.
Back to chalet talk cock abit and dont feel like sleeping cause backache. Having very bad backaching.
SO i actually slept at 6.30am. And woke up at like 9plus in the morning. Imagine how many hours of sleep.
Therefore skip training today. Sorry alice ng . Love ya loads. Next training i will be there de !
Hopefully they did nothing much and i skip nothing much ya !

Tomorrow having training , so wont be going home before training , cause jocelyn say to meet her for lunch before training , and we will be meeting her at amk hub at 1pm. So ya , see how lethargic is life nowadays.
Hopefully wont get sick man !

Anyway , backache , knee pains , thumb pains , nose bleeding. WEAK BODY.
I need more supplementaries. sorry grandma for not using her money wisely.
I gotta be moremoremore good girl and eat my vitamins all on time........

*i seriously dont understand what you thinking..Sometimes you care sometimes you dont. Sometimes you close with me sometimes you don't. I see you so close with other girls , i also super jealous you know ?? hais! :(:(:(:(:(:(:( ... whywhywhy ?? is the chalet a fruitful oneeee?

2009-08-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

KNEE && ANKLE please stay on till wednesday . PLEASE !

b strong EDER ! ! !

Problem are arising cause you know nobody is perfect. Everybody will face problem sooner or later dde. Now it's your turn.
Dont worry ok ? once everything's over you will be the best le.

KNEE && ANKLE you are the best. Pleasee dont lose me && i dont want to lose you all............
MUMMY && DADDY i love youuuuu....
Please let me go for everything i wantt.......

Cheesecake please be a success can ? i want him to be happy........

i need encouragement for wed selection. I'm feeling nervous now.......

2009-08-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

We wear all the same shirt during training , cool rght ??

This is ohw me and jocelyn gossip after training.
We were talking about being the emcee during the carnival.
WE talk until damn aunty. Jocelyn actions damn funny
Today UT damn hard. did not mange to finish.
After UT met up with netballers. LUNCH-ed at south and to W5 to study , however taking pics with jocelyn and elaine den fall asleep after which. And we sleep until security guard came to scold.
Woke up prepare and go for jogging den started training , tiring ah.
Started playing WA. still quite blur. I only get to try today and next week need to have our selection le , quite sad leh.
Hopefully i can get inn!

2009-08-21T00:58:00.002+08:00

finally science UT is over. Stress is down.
And obviously can see that the above picture is from jocelyn ng , my superb jocelyn !
She damn funny ok ? last night she ask me what class i'm in den i told her. Den she say what she thought her friend opposite my class.
Which i believe. Den today i go in class , hudden say got people come pass me present. den i ask who they say is a girl.
Never out name den say i will know is who.
So they say wear braces and i ohya , jocelyn must be jocelyn. So true enough when i open the present its from dearest jocelyn.
I super happy , dint expect pressie from her . Thanks jocelyn though ! i love you worx !
ohya , still got bubble tea coming along with it.

HOW I KNOW JOCELYN ??
let me tell you all, we know throught netball zonals.
We were enemy at first until getting into rp we start to lame with eachother.
And she's a real bitch. She always stare people with her fierce look. But i love her still lar!
jocelyn and me go through alot before being such a talkable friend.
But thanks for her present which make my day today !

pesta sukan is reaching
I need to shop badly !

2009-08-19T20:10:00.006+08:00

bag from kaiying . THANKS DEAREST , i loveyou

Shirt , chocolates and chocolates from dearest netballers. I love you all.

kaiying and dearest sgs-ians cards

surprise from W45A

happy birthdya !

hello tze ching

joix

stupid turtle face

thanks class , thanks people , thanks i love you all.

W45A

thanks netballers

Alright , UT3 for enterprise was alright to me.

So i bet cause my birthday thats why i so happy.

so ya , after UT went out with classmates to causeway point for pizza.

After eating , damn happening. when paying bill , pizza hut suddenly got very loud birthday song. And everybody sang. I damn happy

cake came and make a wish and blow.

after which rush back to school to meet netballers to study.

BUT some drama involved before getting to have a mini surprise by netballers. I damn happy can ??

Netballers are great. Although i know them not long but all the things they did i really appreciate it. Thanks netballers !

I totally love kaiying , the bag she bought me i damn in love with it. Tanks thanks !

althought i know kaiying for not long only but she totally understand me. I love her like nobody business ! thanks bitch !

Den i love netballers totally lar.

2 more hours before my birthday end. But i need study UT3 . i hope shawn wont ignore me after birthday ! please ! !!

2009-08-19T01:47:00.003+08:00

present from alice all. I love you all

cake by alice they all , cut by shawn tee !

One day 2 post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF THOUGH

my wish came true..
SHAWN TEE CAME.
Alice thanks for being so good to me everytime.
Thanks for knowing that i really want shawn to come. Thanks .
I REALLY VERY HAPPY , shawn came with a smile. With his smile i totally very happy.
SHAWN TEE JUN KAI , i love you lar !
mum also say i like shawn ! HAHAHAHAHAH, true , i dont deny...

Now parent know about shawn. I'm proud to say even though he dont like me le , but i still dare say i like him i like him i like him.
Thanks shawn

Next i want thanks my classmates for the wish and netballers !
thanks loads.
Alot to thanks
Thanks uncle for giving me red packet. Thanks !

LASTLY , thanks alice , nic , and cindy chooguan , jasmine , sixu , kevin and whoever in the list for my birthday present. I appreciate it loads.
thanks. especially my dearest alice.
She plan everything. She know i want shawn to come and shawn really came. Thanks alice ! thanks!
I love you all totally. i wan cry but its my birthday den i should not cry.....
I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!

2009-08-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

I WANT SURPRISE FROM SHAWN , and i will be happy && happy && happy.
I super sad !

2009-08-18T21:03:00.004+08:00

UT3 is starting tomorrow.
I'm suppose to study now but somehow her mood and mind is not into studying.
Tomorrow also my birthday but no plans. Everybody had been asking me how i'm going to celebrate , but i just answered them no plans at all.
Quite disappointing though. :(

Today one whole day moody. Quarreled with faci. Ok , thats not a big deal anyway.

Next bigger deal is Quarrel with Shawn. Hais :(.
I so wanted to prove him wrong. I so wanted to prove that i really like him.
But somehow i always make him angry.
Shawn , i miss you i miss you
Shawn , i love you i love you
Shawn , i'm sorry i'm sorry
Shawn , i regret i regret.
I should blame myself for not cherishing you.
I got no rights to be angry with you, but somehow i hope you don't angry with me.
I think since the first time i know you i've not been cherishing you le.
first time i know you is duing sports camp , during the night walk. You lead our team and bullied us, At night ate mac together and we talk alot , but get bullied by you again. Next is last day of camp we go for movie , some lame shows. Forget the name. And we are like randomly chosing the tickets with eyes close. Ended up sittting beside you. You talk to me saying i keep using my phone during the show, ask me whether am i cold. Den i say NO not cold , den took mrt with you to amk. Den get together with you on july or june i think ? if we were to be together we will be 2 months now. Still remember one time after training , you came to fetch me cause you know i scare being alone. I super happy and happy and happy. Den next is you came town to find me after my class gathering , den we went chomp chomp eat with my friend and you make friend with them. I also very happy cause you send me home again. You gave me a big hug cause you say you miss me like hell. I super super happy. Den next nothing happy le, we kept on quarreling , now i regretted quarreling with you. Cause i realised i really like you after we broke off. I quite happy when on national day you ask me for patch. But i actually make you angry again , And today we quarreled again, i dont know why cant i talk to you properly , why must we always quarrel. I really hope you get to see all this. I'm really want you to know . I'm sorry !

Birthday dont seems to be birthday .
2009 dont seems to be a good year.

2009-08-17T12:12:00.002+08:00

Netballuxion COMPLETED.
Next up pesta sukan.

Got in second round for netballuxion.
Game will be with XNIJ.
Okok, XNIJ is a strong team so we quite scare. quite nervous before their game.
I dont know why we so easy nervous.
I had nervous cramps since morning. Kept on having stomach pain.
SHIT !
so our game start at 5.50pm , i supported NSD ( elaine's team ) , netballllll ( jocelyn's team ) and estrella ( coach team ) andand of course mixed team phad thai.
We lost to XNIJ in the second round. Shit , by 1 ball. Totally felt so sorry towards team. Why did i contact the person.
I sucks big time.

Coach team estrella got third. Mixed as usual first and jocelyn team first. COOL man !
RP rocks.
Make new friends like geri LEE. Nice to know her though. Quite a fun friend. LOL. meet her up soonnnnn...

Coach send me an email which really so touching lar. I see the sentence she say she at the side line say she is proud of us. I quite touch. Hais. Coach i'm sorry to disappoint you. I will try my best and improve more . I'm determined to improve more more more .
Thanks coach , pauline , junjia , yilin , KS , brenda , juliana , pam , connie , zelin and jeremy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! :):)
I want to say a great thanks to them for consoling ! thanks loads

Andand also not to forge tmy dearest rp netballers. You are all damn great friends . Came down to support and also console me. Thanks Aidah , Kimo , seri , Fiona Ranjini , rebecca , jocelyn , carin , lihui. Thanks all of you ! i love you all like thousand times.

AND not to forget still got samuel ( mr.bean ) , huiping , carol andandand geri !

I LOVE TEAM xtra ! I LOVE Republic Poly netballers and everybody

2009-08-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

STUPID blogger.
What's wrong with it. I promise stanley to upload pics on his present up.
But blogger is facing some problem. I'm not able to upload it.
So sory stanley.
Anyway , stanley gave me a squirrel as i'm known the squirrel in the class. And also a bottle of handmade stars.
Thanks stanley. Loads appreciated.
Surprisingly , second present of 2009 is from stanley.

Last night , kimo & alice came my house to stay.
TOTAL FUNNESS !
But they kind of irritating. First was me and alice went for YOG at padang. Den we finish had dinner with others.
Had sakae sushi.
Then , went home bathe.
After bathing we went to fetch kimo den all she do is COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
Dad cook prawn and fish for them , and also 'LIANG CHA' they drink until like nice. LOL..
So around 2.30am , i ask and beg them go sleep cause i super tired , den they dont want sleep leh. Only after that fnally i persuade them to sleep. Quite happy
But i first to sleep and last to wake up , cause i super tired. LOL.

Today Netballuxion we had much more fun. reach damn early, everybody was tired.
But i make new friend right ? her name is geri lee ying yan from nyp.
They are all fun peeps lar. Cool peeps man.
Anyway , first time in life we get in second round. So i gonna sleep early and prepare for second round for netballuxion.

Ohya , and for everybody info, i never give up netball , but just i think rp netball sucks big time. TRUE lar , i now like no feelinf of being in rp team, like i get in den get in lor , dont get in den dont lor.
Cause i dont mind already. prepared for the worst. LOL.
takecaresppeps. update the score tomorrow

MISS SHAWN

2009-08-13T14:00:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday lily liew !
I'm tired !

Yesterday had training in school.
Training was fine , quite tiring though. i'm getting older.
Tony told me to play WA. i quite sad lar. Until now still.
dint want to think much also. Left training with alice , cause she come find me.
Off to clementi.
Kbox for lily birthday celebration. Reach there around 10.30pm.
drink upon reaching, play , sing song ,and alot of things lar. UNHEALTHY LIFESTYLE MAN !
okok, cut down on everything unhealthy bah.
left at quite a late time.
Cabbed home , around like $20plus. Ohmy...
slept around 3plus 4am . Woke up at 6am. I'm farking lethargic. kill me please !

tried talking to STJK but he dont want reply.
i kind of know his phone spoil. what can i do to help. Ohplease. someone tell me.
dont want see him unhappy lar dey !
should i be determined or give up ?
birthday coming, birthday wish , get stjk a new phone and also being forgive by him.
ilovestjklar.

i totally hope he will be there to watch my Netballuxion on sat! hais :(
i know he wont.
GOODLUCK EDER AND TEAM to win for netballuxion !

I cant wait for kimo and alice to come my house stay

2009-08-12T00:13:00.001+08:00

EDER is yawning yawning and yawning

She's tired and having migranes !

2009-08-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

fuck off , DOWN !

2009-08-09T01:14:00.009+08:00

From this photo and above are all my beloved classmates from W45A.

Thanks for being there for me and always so caring towards me especially when my hand injured and LOA period ! i thanks w45a man !

Raflee- joker of all , laughing to his laptop

stanley-source of entertainment in class

Kaiying- my dearest and most caring girl!

yuhui- first friend and forever loving towards me

weeliang- thanks for all the squirrel thingy

brian- my accompanion for school.

joix- friendly classmates

tzeching- forever cute classmates

esvari- caring and loving

meet- caring !

priya-caring

Elmo aka ana - thanks for being there always

amelina- funny and entertainer.

adhi- quiet leh , seldom

hidayat- big bully

hudden- seldom talk also leh

jon- pon school king

shahhirra - my hips dont lie ! i love her lar

zakiah - she so quiet but still good friend lar

kath_ our meow meow in class !

fyn- caring loving and thanks !

i shall edit again, cause i cant remember still got who leh! i'm sorry !

From this photo and above will be all on netballers . I think they are my source of laughter. with them i have fun and laughter. We have self training , we go sentosa. We met up and went for ignite. We go eat together. We practically do almost everything together.

Now going to spilt into teams again , cause polite coming. I really dont want to lose any of you lar.

My source of laughter should not be gone.

when i join , i dont know anybody , den now i know people like yeeling, angie , kimo , jesie , elaine, yanny , aidah , carin and loads loads more,

we make plans together , we shop together.

We go out together, we encourage each other on court. we play and make fun of each other outside court.

MY DEAREST SOURCE OF LAUGHTER , EDER DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU ALL LAR !

We have fun all the way.

how we spend our day together !

She is elaine ng

HELLO ELAINE NG , i'm EDERLYN CHAN

WHEN I CONCENTRATING ON PHONE , elaine took it .

First , i blog about today okok ??

Went out with elaine. For job hunt but ended up shopping.

Shop around at ION . den went over to cine to find alouis. Met up with melvin there.

Talk to him , slack around den went heeren to find her bernard ! who call me elder.

IDIOT !

den we went up shop. Saw this shirt at one of the shop that i like. I want get it , den at cashier elaine go tell the aunty that she will pay cause its my birthday present. LIKE WTH ?

i felt so uncomfortable , but still thanks toher.

After which we mrt down to plaza sing, wanted to have pizza hut , but must wait. So we went up den saw ajisen, So we have it instead.

Took pictures in ajisen. And ate. Left around 10plus. Den home sweet home

thanks LOVE for the present !

ohya , we saw jocelyn as well. Damn funny the whole story how we saw her. But still ya , HELLO JOCELYN THE TWIT !

I LOVE ELAINE NG totally ! thanks alot and alot and alot worzxsxz

2009-08-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

NETBALL NETBALL && NETBALL again = NO life !

kimo teach me de . Ohya , yesterday training was awesome.
No coach tony but got vice cap kexian aka keke.
She damn funny, we have to do 5 rounds around the track , but 1 round must be in 2 mins. den rest 2 mins.
So quite tired.
Thanks sonia for pushing me on, i appreciated it.
Court work den court game.
And end training and home !
Thanks kimo ong siew kwan for her yummy muffin and being such a great senior !
i suddenly felt so in love with netballers.

today training in school den tp training , training at tp was to prepare for pesta .
total fun. new netball girl from rp also . but dont know who is she.
GOOD JOB ! mixed game gonna be tough !

True FRIENDS or NO !
is there really true friends.
Sometimes i think maybe some are true some are not.
HAIS , how am i suppose to say.

i give up on you cause i dont want to wait and continue treating you so good .
Anyway , you are closer to other girls what.
I give in so much like you say but you just purposely get close with other girl
OK , thanks loads , i'm trying very very hard to give up on you STJK, i'm sorry for not being determined enough.
Although i really love you !

BRAVEMAN TOH , t